I’ve become comfortable where I am, developmentally. I know what I like, I know what I am, and more important then all that, I know what I had to experience, To go through, to come to where I am today...
The dust begins to settle after my convention, my local con I've staffed at for a very long time, collapses like a jenga tower on a hill. Online, Everyone flared, had their moment of frustrated ventin...
I say things that sometimes contradict one another when I talk about my emotions. Don't think that I am dishonest though. My spirit speaks freely, And the spirit is not a being of logic.
I am many things to many people, But it is my hope to share my limitless well of courage with the ones who need it.
I am at my core however a monster. I am selfish, And do things because I want to do them. It is only happy coincidance for my peers, friends and lovers that what I want to do is bring them joy.
Don't ever forget that I /am/ a monster. I will hurt you, But I will not do so needlessly.
I have been told I am a furry. That's okay, I suppose I am fuzzy and perverted enough to hold such a label.
I am apart of a lover's triangle. The two points across from me is
and I love them very much.
Love is far too easy for me to give. I am hurt very often because of this, But in the end, I reap more joy then pain from my nature. I have no hatred in my heart, Despite being a monster.
I have been around and within Furry stuff since... 1995 I think. A long time ago at least. Originally a Moogle as I couldn't find me.. and a shape that was supposed ot be temporary and disposable became apart of me in a way, haha.