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It's become clear to me that I have sinned---I have fallen short; I went against my creed and morals.

Granted, if we're going to tell it like it is, I hadn't intended to sin---there was no will or intent to cause harm; I didn't wake up one morning and decide to join the dark side. It was unintended, ALBEIT, I allowed it to happen, perhaps subconsciously. That betrays some inward, hitherto suppressed darkness that I allowed access to the surface.

I drew porn.

How many of you have read 'If You Give a Mouse a Cookie'? It's a short, cute childrens' story that conveys a valuable truth: if one allows or gives into one thing, more will be demanded. To use the story's example, if you give a mouse a cookie, he'll then ask for a glass of milk (and so forth).

My cookie was allowing myself to draw frontals of Gene. I kept them kosher (to the extent possible), but I kept going. It got to the point that I began to see I was making too many Gene nudes, so I eliminated the problem (in Gene's case, by 'killing off' Brown Bunnie).

...But because I'm a weak-willed human being, I allowed Timmy to, effectively, take over for Gene ...which is worse on several levels (and that was my glass of milk---I made porn of Timmy).

At least with Gene, Gene has the condition of being a cartoon animal who doesn't represent any high form of purity, whereas Timmy is human shaped and was intended to represent childhood innocence.

And I violated that. What's even worse, is I sat here on my fat ass and celebrated the fact, as if I'd discovered some freedom. Instead, I realize I fell into a trap: a sexual trap which is difficult to climb out of (it's akin to alcoholism, etc---it grabs hold and doesn't like to let go).

THANKFULLY (by the grace of the Lord Jesus), I am (now) cognizant of what I have done: I sinned; I fell short. I'm sorry and much aggrieved. :(

I ask my watchers forgive me, that's first and foremost.

Next, I wish to give my assurance that I have grown from summer 2018---I'm not going to abreact by deleting my gallery or some other extreme. I'm better, at least, than that (now).

What I will ask is feedback on what I should do to make up for this.

HYPOTHETICAL: "Chippy, no one here cares---do what you like; I'm glad you're trying new things!"

...I beg to differ: you do care. I have been told, by several watchers, that they were 'shocked' by my initial, uncensored works ...on a site that's both known for and replete with such art (I should have taken that as a warning, but I did not).
It's like I've written before: most of my watchers like porn, but they don't necessarily want to see it FROM ME (and I feel that holds true, even amongst those who have remained with me through this 'phase').

I cannot take back what I've done: I wrote what I wrote, and I drew what I drew. I may yet delete my Pixiv, albeit I feel to do so now would be cowardly/an act of denial. I'm an adult---I know I did wrong and I'll face up to it.

...I just don't want to make things worse in the process.

Please, I ask for feedback on this: what's the best thing I can do to correct this and/or to move forward?
Again, I cannot take back what I've done, but I can make efforts to atone---I just want to be sure I do so in a healthy, wholesome way that is acceptable to my watchers.

Please comment below or note me.

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Published: 4 years, 4 months ago
Rating: General

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IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
"Favorited by [NAME REDACTED] 3 mins ago on Submission "To My Watchers..." by you"

I never know how to respond when someone faves my suffering. XD
BobGrayWolf
4 years, 4 months ago
Repentance leads to forgiveness, and once forgiven, it should not be done again. You have a excellent talent and a very good art. Keep it clean, you can do it if you want.

Please, read I John 8:2-11 where is an example of forgiveness.
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
You are right: if Christ has not condemned me, I should not condemn myself. :3

It's the 'Go and sin no more' part I need to practice---it's very difficult, but one '...can do all things through Christ who strengthens'. :3

Thx. :3
BobGrayWolf
4 years, 4 months ago
You're welcome. Have a blessed weekend.
ModularDragon
4 years, 4 months ago
*hugs* I still love you, buddy.
and jsut do not draw what you do not like to draw. You did it, you did not like it, move on. If you do not want to draw this again, then there is no problem. Like , I am sure God can forgive you as long as you forgive yourself.
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Thank you. Yes, by grace I am aware of the pattern I was creating and following---I became progressively more 'lewd'. I need to tone it down, rather than do away with (nudity) entirely.

Like, there's nothing wrong with rocking out to your favorite music, but if you turn the volume up too loud you'll disturb the peace of others ...as well as damage your hearing, which is not a good thing!

I need to move backwards a bit---to return where I was, progressively. I think that's the action I should take here that will lead to the least amount of upset.
ModularDragon
4 years, 4 months ago
I am completely agreed with you. I see nothing bad in your pictures, but.... honestly they are slowly moving towards "not just cute" and I did not like that.  This area is not for you. Your art is better innocent :3
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Your reply, coupled with a note conversation I had just now, has inspired me; the Pixiv is gone.

I'll write an article about this later.
Thunderstick
4 years, 4 months ago
I think you will find us very forgiving on such matters but you asked for it, so three commissions, three Hail Mary's and four Our Fathers? But then I am (was) Catholic.

You say you are not? Ok, so no rite of absolution, no penitence 'required', therefore I suggest one commission and a Serenity Prayer and I think you will be in good stead.

Sorry I don't mean to make fun but here we are. And isn't that great? If it were up to me your realization of and drawing about it are enough. Now do you forgive me for what I said? OwO

IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
I have a fox plushie wrapped around a model of Venus ...and the fox is wearing a rosary (I'm not joking---I'll make a photo if you like).

Do you forgive ME?

As for commissions, I should in no way profit from this ...but I am open to suggestion (as usual).
Thunderstick
4 years, 4 months ago
Well I am surely no priest and I just wanted to add commissions to the imagined penance since you say you don't do them. A picture of that, display would be fun. Then you are forgiven. By me at least.

IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Well, my sin needn't have (only) religious connotations/significance.
Thunderstick
4 years, 4 months ago
The comma between "that" and "display" was from me thinking of what to call it, lol. Just noticed that.
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Thunderstick
4 years, 4 months ago
Fuh-nee
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
mobkiller
4 years, 4 months ago
I think i mentioned this before. But if you ever feel uncomfortable drawing something, then there´s no shame in not drawing that particular stuff anymore. I think people are generally understanding enough to respect that decision. I know i am ;)
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
In this case, I allowed yself to become a bit too comfortable.

I think, in part, it was a symptom of stagnation---I draw much the same thing over and over.
I should (and will) try new things, but there're good things and not so good things to give one's creativity to. I just chose badly tis time.
mobkiller
4 years, 4 months ago
Well, you did an oopsie, as it seems. But you learned from that. So it still had a somewhat positive effect.
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
I have cleared the Pixiv---I will do no more than that.

It is/was a temptation to use Timmy dishonestly. Best for me to pluck it out and move on.
SageOfShadow
4 years, 4 months ago
Well...¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
That's the only thing i can had to others comments above.
Do not do something you might be ashamed of again and have a good day ! XD
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
ShiftyGuy1994
4 years, 4 months ago
I still love your art and always will man. Just draw what you think is right. And if there's something you don't want to draw, then simply don't do it lol. If you think you can or can't do something, your probably right
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Indeed. Thx! :3
ShiftyGuy1994
4 years, 4 months ago
Yeah man anytime
Issarlk
4 years, 4 months ago
I'm not a watcher, but my two cents are that once you confess and turn away (repent) from something bad you did, you should move on.
Also, please don't draw porn again ^^ There's plenty of it around already to shackle people into porn addictions :/
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Correct, and than you ever so for your thoughts. :3

Yes, there's too much porn. I will say I do recognize porn as a legit art form on a naturalistic level, but I don't think it's good for 'me', necessarily, considering my beliefs (both religious and personal).

Casual nudity I belive, still, is fine---I need to do as I've been doing rather than amplifying things/making them worse (for both myself and others). :3
Anonymous070
4 years, 4 months ago
I still find your art to be awesome. Keep up the good work and avoid anything that makes you feel uncomfortable. 😉
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
I will. I'm already resolved to return to the same ol, same ol. Timmy isn't going anywhere, and we'll be seeing more of his bottom (as is proper lol). :3
aquabear
4 years, 4 months ago
yeah I get this, but those drawings were natural when it came too natural attraction. I fail to see the sin in that.
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Others did, so it's one of those gray areas. Granted, most everything i do Timmy-wise is a gray area ...but some shades of gray have more white than others; the Pixiv images were too black.
aquabear
4 years, 4 months ago
it only matters what you think hun.
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Therefore, I sinned. :3
OOOeyGoooey
4 years, 4 months ago
Huh, didnt expect to be back to talking to you this fast, but i ran across this relevancy xD

Its not the answer to what i was asking before buuuuut-

Look, this site is replete with what you call "sin"

Cub porn, shota porn, all kinds of "unholy" kinks, Im in the Cub and Shota porn end of that, youve possibly seen my gallery before, youve possibly looked at other gallerys here

To you, you probably did a horrible deed, to us its like "Uh, alright i guess, if you dont like it, just dont draw it again really"

So, Just that, Just dont draw bits on characters and you wont be as tempted possibly, if you really dont like it that much, to me thats still not "porn" but it is a lewd thing kinda, with like, anthros being animal humans instead of just animals

Even in Zootopia they wore clothes. x3 so therein is a different matter then a fullon animal being nude or licking itself down there, thats just, normal. xD

We arent going to judge you whether you have or havent drawn lewd or even if you end up drawing it again, and those that do are just idiots.
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
It's not 'cub' or any of the fetishes being judged, but me as an individual. For example, I received comments and notes to the tune of 'I didn't expect this FROM YOU', 'Even (Chippy) has begun drawing porn', etc.

So, it wasn't the subject, but the artist. As the artist, I am in a position to explain myself ...and I did. yet, I couldn't shake the idea that I'd violated something.
Again, it's not God---God hasn't said a thing (and it can be debated whether He exists at all), but there is something inside (of me) that says 'I did wrong'. ...Maybe it's ok for you, but not for me. That's NOT to say one of us is superior to the other, but it does make the claim that we're different, that 'I' did something that 'I shouldn't've' ...not something that should not be done, but (again) that 'I' should not have done.

OOOeyGoooey
4 years, 4 months ago
I know, i was one of the people that noted you. xD i.e the Oh hey didnt expect this from you but i mean youre still doing it in a cute way tbh, with the naturist nudity feeling lmao, i didnt expect full on porn from you, and from what you described it still wasnt, just a little further down the rabbit hole and you realized its time you left before you fully entered that Wonderland so to speak

And yes of course, by the many notes weve had you should know despite what all im into i can relatively view unbiasedly, at least id like to think i can x3

Like i said, my advice, dont draw bits on characters again, the temptation likely sprouts from it?

But likewise, were you to "sin" again and start drawing more bits but yet still kept the cute aspect or god forbid you actually leapt into full porn, Okay?

Im neither of the "YOU SINNER" party, the "PEDO!" party, or "DRAW MOAR LEWD PLS" party

I simply look to advise you in what you try to seek, Im just OOO! You do you. :>
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
I'm just tired of thinking about it.

Digressing, but presently, I'm listening to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OXPlUCGScY

Before, this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBZXqsC89RY

I'm surrounded by both religion and atheism---and you cannot escape either one; both horrify me.

I make art. The OT might define me as 'a maker of images'. That, even without context, reads awful! Not to mention that my drawings can (have have) 'made the wee-wee hard'. :P
Secularly, I make art to express something going on inside, as monkeys of our kind do. ...and our tree is chittering from the sight of a penis that I'm responsible for (ie, I have violated something about 'me').
OOOeyGoooey
4 years, 4 months ago
Diiiid you mean to end that sentence there? since you replied to my other comment XD feels abrupt
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
Just failed to edit. I ramble too much.
OOOeyGoooey
4 years, 4 months ago
MIND YOU, as an addendum and still neutrality, i still dont like agree with you killing off all kinds of characters, esp those people had come to love, i dont think there was alot of the brown bunny but Timmy Ribbon and Ball def had some adventures through your gallery

You said your mind is made but ill advise one last idea for you in a rebirth sense

Older Timmy is a pokemon trainer but only has the two pikachus, but hes also generally just a lover of animals too

And, though not the most out there, Gene and the brown bunny could be a cute childhood couple

Thats my thoughts, you can do something with them if you want, or keep them nixed, i told you already, i only advise, and dont look to judge
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
What's dead is dead; what's revealed has been revealed; retcons are for superhero comics. :3
OOOeyGoooey
4 years, 4 months ago
TIMMY AS A SUPERHERO THEN

BET

Haha~ :> i jest obv, just had to though ehehe
IceAgeChippies
4 years, 4 months ago
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