I've thrown tantrums, spat venom, lashed out, accused people without substantial evidence, been toxic, left toxic messages. My content is rough around the edges but I still feel the need to jump down people throats like an over opinionated ass hat and I'm certainly not holding my breath for my "perfect person" award.
Life is hard and complex, I'm just trying to do the best I can with the very little time I've got. Whilst I did suffer abuse as a child, I've never suffered sexual trauma as many may assume, neither is it some warped guilt trip I'm trying to ride out or hide behind, I just don't want my only legacy on this planet to be animations that mess kids heads up with this crap. Over the years people have been using my animations more and more as a tool, I've seen it first hand and I've seen what it can do to young people. These very few people makes me feel so much anger, pain and regret about something I hold so dear to me.
If you know your animations harm children, why do you still make them?
Because they were never made for children. They have, and always will, remain strictly for adults aged 18 and above. I'm under no illusion that I can police or stop them from viewing what they want, teenagers being teenagers will find what they want to find. It's the adults that capitalise on that very thing that turns my stomach.
If there are any young people out there looking at this journal that have been sucked into one of these disgusting gooner's rings then I have this to say; Life is beautiful, don't let them tell you about the doom and gloom of this world or that they "understand you", these people are all too eager to be a ‘shoulder to cry on’, they’ll prey on your depressions and insecurities. Don’t fall for it. Don’t worry about not knowing what your place in life is yet. I mean, I'm in my 30s and I still don't even understand me. I make mistakes and I still manage to fuck up all the time. You have your whole life ahead of you. Leave us dirty old bastards to role play out our young glory days whilst you actually enjoy life for what it is.
To those of you that identify as pro-contact – please, I implore you to seek out professional help. Or, at the very least, educate yourself and reassess your stance. You probably don’t realise it, but you literally have no idea how much damage you can cause with your actions.
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18 Sep 2023 22:37 CEST
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