I keep finding myself mired in this way. It hurts more acutely, the harder I want to create.
Every time I learn and grow, it feels as if I meet myself with the stubbornness and apprehension to match.
Still, I'm determined to see this through. I'm not yet sure how, but I don't see this working out any other way.
I'm aware of the irony of making art to express an inability to make art, but this is a form of therapy that's free and available to me; so I'm going to continue using it.
You can see my work way earlier by pledging to my website, and support me making more in the process!
I'm no artist, but this is a pain I've felt when writing- the more important I feel something is, the stronger I feel about it, the more vulnerable I feel to that same dread and freeze. I can want so badly to write something down, but the moment I sit down to write, the words stall in my head, my blood runs cold, and I feel that immediate sense of anxiety and dread that comes with an impending sense of rejection. I hope you can find a good method for processing through those feelings, or at least a person you trust and love to talk them through- you're a wonderful artist, and you deserve to be able to do the things you enjoy without feeling bound up in dread.
Lots of love, Choco! Lots of love, hope, and goodness to you!
I'm no artist, but this is a pain I've felt when writing- the more important I feel something is, th
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