It was storming, the 12 year old fox was upstairs in the storage room which was also his bedroom writing in his journal. He didn't go to school so he had to teach himself how to read and write using old VHS tapes. He normally preferred it to be quiet when he wrote so that way he could focus better. Regardless, the fox continued.
'July 6th, 2014,
Been a while since I last I last wrote. The people downstairs still don't know. I hope to keep it that way. Kladd hasn't changed, still uses me as his personal punching bag. I don't understand why they treat me this way. I do most the chores, and get taken care of last. It's like I'm a slave.
It's stormy outside. Everyone was supposed to leave for a vacation while I take care of the house. Could've been able to use the new computer. Though, Mom, Clair and Stacy are out of town so it's just me, Kladd, and Dad.
I've been thinking weird since I last used the computer. Kladd, Stacy, and Clair all talk about their boyfriends and girlfriends. I find it weird. I've gotten along and liked more of Clair and Stacy's activities. But I don't think I'm gay. Kladd once told me what gay meant, I don't think what he said is true ... I don't know ... I just have conflicting thoughts.
Maybe I like both?'
"Boy! If you don't get your ass down here and finish those dishes I'm going to beat your ass!" The sound of the fox's father yelling shocked the 12 year old. He wasn't too unfamiliar with him beating him, especially when he's drunk. "Coming!" The fox called out. The fox didn't think to hide his journal because he knew that if he waited too long then he'd get it for sure so in a hurry, he left the room with the journal open on the desk.
"About time you mutt" The father scolded, he aggressively pointed towards the kitchen, "Now finish your chores"
"Yes sir" The fox replied, and got to the kitchen and started to do the sink full of dishes while the father was sitting at the table drinking and watching the football game. After a few minutes, the 12 year old was still doing the dishes in silence when a hurried footsteps running down the stairs, "Dad! Dad! Look what I found in Kuro's room!" A bigger, older wolf around the age of 14 called out to the father. He seemed agitated that someone was drawing his attention away from the computer he was watching the game on.
"What do you wa- whuuh, what's this?" Kuro overheard what they were saying and realized he didn't hide the journal, 'shoot' he thought to himself and finished the last dish and put it in the drain tray. He dried his hands and walked to the doorway to the dining room. He saw the drunken father read trough the book looking angry.
"Looks like little Kuro here is gay" Kladd said grinning at the fox. "Uhhh I-I-I can explai-" "Shut up, Mutt!" The father interrupted, getting off his chair and stomping to the fox, Kuro stood still frozen in fear, he was shaking!
"I didn't take in no faggot!" The father yelled.
"I-I'm not a f-" The father backhanded the 12 year old, he fell to the ground, "You are a disgrace to our family!" The father began undoing his belt, Kladd watched this all from behind shocked, he noticed that his father was holding a bottle of whiskey.
"Dad, you don't have to-" Kladd started but soon got quieted by his father turning around with drunken anger in his eyes, "Now don't you start with me. Go to your room!" With that, Kladd ran back upstairs in fear. He had his belt out in his hand and turned back to the fox, who was curled up in a ball shaking, the father took another drink of his whiskey, "I'll show you what we do with faggots like you." And he began whipping the fox with his belt.
"Stop! Ow!! Stop Dad! Ow!" Kuro yelled and cried out as the leather belt his his back. He soon heard the metal buckle fall and then soon a hand pick him up by the scruff of his neck, the front door opened and the boy was thrown out of the house, he fell down the porch stairs landing on the hard cement sidewalk, the rain was loud. He turned around and started scooting back.
"If you ever come back, I'll skin you alive fag!" The father yelled, The fox's vision was a bit blurred by the tears that was running down his face. He could only see the silhouette of the drunken wolf with light glowing behind him. Kuro reached for that light, "Please, I'm sorry! Don't..." The father took one more swig of his bottle until it was empty and said, "Go die in an alleyway you fuck!" And he threw the bottle at the fox and slammed the door. Kuro sat there, reaching out until the door slammed! __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Heya! This is officially the longest description I have written! I've had this idea to do a drawing of my sona's past but wasn't sure how to go about it. I also got a new tablet since my old wacom is broken so that was cool! I did this on my livestream along with the follow up post which I'll link here. Any who! So I don't draw on this description any longer, I hope you enjoy and sorry for the dark/violent story. It's an essential part to my sona's backstory.
Originally posted on FA on Apr 3, 2021 09:17 PM __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
I also just wanted to say, this is my first submission that isn't rated General! :D __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Artist:
