Update...I guess. Make some shimejis, no one cares. No one reading this fuckery, as usual. I really do wonder why I even bother with anything. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Qav5wo0SS0 No drugs ...
I'm thinking of ending things. Once this thought arrives, it stays. it sticks, it lingers, it dominates. There's not much I can do about it, trust me. It doesn't go away. It's there whether I like it or not. It's there when I eat, when I go to bed. It's there when I sleep. It's there when I wake up. It's always there. Always.
