I have been contemplating this lately....other experience death of loved ones, family, pets, much more deeply than I.
They get upset at death...to me, and ive had my father and 2 brothers die before me....It just seems to me they will never visit again...like they are going on a trip I will never see them again. No sadness...just as if they were going on cruise...ok, gbye...
my roommate had his cat of 10 yrs die...it saddened him immensely. I was fond of the cat too and miss him....I used to leave bedroom door open so he could sneak in and jump up on my lap while i was working...had to make space for him between tablet and keyboard..and he was so cute...i took pics of him THANKFULLY sitting on my lap and he would look up eye closed, wtf u doing...
he died soon after...i conspired with my roommates sister...sent her photos of cat and said, get these printed out for xmas present in a frame...he said it was best christmas present he received this year...
but i do not feel death like other people...i feel them feeling death more deeply than i do...so am i broken?
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7 years, 3 months ago
23 Jan 2017 13:16 CET
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