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by Kupok

> Slowly getting over social phobia
> Often Busy
> Rarely at computer
> Sit down, See this
( Name removed. Don't identify yourself if you recognize this is yours. Just know that this wasn't appreciated in any way shape or form.)

* Hi!
* Long time no talk!
* Not that anyone cares about me anymore.
* ...Yeah, figures.
* Anyway, it was nice knowing you
* Bye
* I mean, I thought I was your friend, but since you never go out of your way to IM me to say 'hi', I guess you were never my friend shrugs
* It's not like I need friends, people to talk to, when I'm going through a period in my life when I have no job and am constantly contemplating suicide or anything.
So, if you never hear from me again, you'll know what's happened - but it's not like you cared

> Whoop, Now I remember why I avoided being available on IMs D:

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Added:	14 years, 3 months ago 05 Apr 2011 04:23 CEST

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Alfador

14 years, 3 months ago

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*hug* 's why I'm permanently invisible on Gchat, and always marked as "Busy" in Steam when I'm not offline entirely.

Kupok

14 years, 3 months ago

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@ Alfador

Oh good, I'll ignore your busy flag and spam you with more Left 4 Dead 2 invites then >:3

Alfador

14 years, 3 months ago

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@ Kupok

Pshh go ahead! The reason for the permanent Busy flag is to avoid "small talk" conversations about nothing taking up hours and hours of my days, as happened when I was on other messengers. If you invite me to a game, one of two things will happen: a) I will accept and join, or b) I will decline and say I'm busy with something else. I will NOT get offended or irritated from a simple game invite. Since (b) is an identical outcome to what happens if you don't invite me at all, you lose NOTHING (except a few seconds time and a paltry amount of expended effort in mouse clicks) by inviting me. :3

Plus I'd like to play L4D2 some more. Mikau seems to have stopped doing invites... or has he just been fooled by my Busy signal as well?

Whitehair

14 years, 3 months ago

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I have gotten guilt trips like that before, which is part of why I am also rarely on chat. You can't take his/her threat of suicide personally, my love, nor can you take responsibility is he/she actually goes through with such threats. We have had enough recent experience with guilting-for-attention/love.

Flygon

14 years, 3 months ago

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I care about you! But every time I try to query you on IRC, you never reply! D:

I'd really like to talk to you more often...

TheTatteredKitty

14 years, 3 months ago

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KITTY WIFF WINGS AND POM POM!
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MaDrow

14 years, 3 months ago

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Last days I started with it, but now I'm sure I'll query you every time when I'm on IRC :definitelydecidedeyesface:

nimbus

14 years, 3 months ago

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*hug* I know you are a sweetheart and I care for you muchly!

rabbitboy3

14 years, 3 months ago

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hahaha oh wow

RuscoIstar

14 years, 3 months ago

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:<

YukiAkuma

14 years, 3 months ago

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Hahah, wow.

I remember the last time I got a suicide threat. He was chatting away with another friend of mine a week later.

PeachClover

14 years, 3 months ago

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It's sad that people get like this, but I have been where this person was- the problem is not physically having a soul around them who understands them while needing the loving friendship of another after their patience for the absents of such a person has run out...

Kupok

14 years, 3 months ago

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@ PeachClover

That could be one problem sure. I can see that even.

However, Abusive boyfriends would use self-destruction threats as a tool to convince my mother to stay with them. And it often worked rather well on my mom. As a result, I have little tolerance for self-destruction as a tool for inducing a sense of guilt.

I didn't say zero tolerance of course. Absolutes are never healthy.

~~ BY THE WAY ~~

A call from you rolled over to my phone once, I'm guessing intended for our favorite foxie. Things going well between you and our foxie? :3

PeachClover

14 years, 3 months ago

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@ Kupok

Things are going well, but shi is pretty quiet in our conversations.

Kupok

14 years, 3 months ago

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@ PeachClover

She is always distracted @w@ I think it is a fox thing, But she is always doing a billion things. ..Like.. every fox spirited one in my life.

No worries, I knew she was okay, I wanted to make sure YOU were okay. You're important to foxie, and therefore, important to me.

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