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Kupok

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> Slowly getting over social phobia
> Often Busy
> Rarely at computer
> Sit down, See this

( Name removed. Don't identify yourself if you recognize this is yours. Just know that this wasn't appreciated in any way shape or form.)

* Hi!
* Long time no talk!
* Not that anyone cares about me anymore.
* ...Yeah, figures.
* Anyway, it was nice knowing you
* Bye
* I mean, I thought I was your friend, but since you never go out of your way to IM me to say 'hi', I guess you were never my friend shrugs
* It's not like I need friends, people to talk to, when I'm going through a period in my life when I have no job and am constantly contemplating suicide or anything.
So, if you never hear from me again, you'll know what's happened - but it's not like you cared

> Whoop, Now I remember why I avoided being available on IMs D:
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Added: 7 years, 8 months ago
 
Alfador
7 years, 8 months ago
*hug* 's why I'm permanently invisible on Gchat, and always marked as "Busy" in Steam when I'm not offline entirely.
Kupok
7 years, 8 months ago
Oh good, I'll ignore your busy flag and spam you with more Left 4 Dead 2 invites then >:3
Alfador
7 years, 8 months ago
Pshh go ahead! The reason for the permanent Busy flag is to avoid "small talk" conversations about nothing taking up hours and hours of my days, as happened when I was on other messengers. If you invite me to a game, one of two things will happen: a) I will accept and join, or b) I will decline and say I'm busy with something else. I will NOT get offended or irritated from a simple game invite. Since (b) is an identical outcome to what happens if you don't invite me at all, you lose NOTHING (except a few seconds time and a paltry amount of expended effort in mouse clicks) by inviting me. :3

Plus I'd like to play L4D2 some more. Mikau seems to have stopped doing invites... or has he just been fooled by my Busy signal as well?
Whitehair
7 years, 8 months ago
I have gotten guilt trips like that before, which is part of why I am also rarely on chat.  You can't take his/her threat of suicide personally, my love, nor can you take responsibility is he/she actually goes through with such threats.  We have had enough recent experience with guilting-for-attention/love.
Flygon
7 years, 8 months ago
I care about you! But every time I try to query you on IRC, you never reply! D:

I'd really like to talk to you more often...
TheTatteredKitty
7 years, 8 months ago
KITTY WIFF WINGS AND POM POM!
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MaDrow
7 years, 8 months ago
Last days I started with it, but now I'm sure I'll query you every time when I'm on IRC :definitelydecidedeyesface:
nimbus
7 years, 8 months ago
*hug* I know you are a sweetheart and I care for you muchly!
rabbitboy3
7 years, 8 months ago
hahaha oh wow
RuscoIstar
7 years, 8 months ago
:<
YukiAkuma
7 years, 8 months ago
Hahah, wow.

I remember the last time I got a suicide threat. He was chatting away with another friend of mine a week later.
PeachClover
7 years, 8 months ago
It's sad that people get like this, but I have been where this person was- the problem is not physically having a soul around them who understands them while needing the loving friendship of another after their patience for the absents of such a person has run out...
Kupok
7 years, 8 months ago
That could be one problem sure. I can see that even.

However, Abusive boyfriends would use self-destruction threats as a tool to convince my mother to stay with them. And it often worked rather well on my mom. As a result, I have little tolerance for self-destruction as a tool for inducing a sense of guilt.

I didn't say zero tolerance of course. Absolutes are never healthy.

~~ BY THE WAY ~~

A call from you rolled over to my phone once, I'm guessing intended for our favorite foxie. Things going well between you and our foxie? :3
PeachClover
7 years, 8 months ago
Things are going well, but shi is pretty quiet in our conversations.  
Kupok
7 years, 8 months ago
She is always distracted @w@ I think it is a fox thing, But she is always doing a billion things. ..Like.. every fox spirited one in my life.

No worries, I knew she was okay, I wanted to make sure YOU were okay. You're important to foxie, and therefore, important to me.
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