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Atlasfield

A Very Important Report

Hi people I hope everybody is ok... because I need talk about some points.

- The first is my health. Glaucoma is getting worse. Let me put you in context. A normal ocular pressure is 20. When I went the first day it was 26, so the doctor gave me drops and medicine and it was slowly changing to 24, I even wrote a journal about I saved temporally one of my eyes of the risk. But this week my eyes was hurting so bad, speciality the right one and all the time appear a red spot on my sight... well today I went with the doctor and the pressure rised to 37. I was... DAMN, why? what happened? the doctor explained me it is part of the decease and my problem is my eye is saving a lot of liquids and is getting big like a balloon and with it is damaging my eye, so he changed everything and I arrived with a lot of new medicine and drops... and I am going to change of glasses too.

So everything will be no stress, no bad moments, try to relax... and drink wine (literally, is for dehydrate the eyes).

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- Now the second point is about stress, kind of paradox. Recently I am receiving a lot of hate for my AI videos because some people think the pictures are made by AI and for that thing are offending me because I am wasting my talent and other weird things. I would kept those comments but since are insulting me, well I was forced to remove all those, plus I am not of humor of reply all.

Guys, for my health and for everything you love... don´t be assholes.  xD  And I am serious, I mean yes I am using AIs on my animations and is for the same reason I explained up and on other journals... I am getting blind, and I want to produce my own stories quickly before I cannot see anymore. Second, I am using AIs for assist me on my drawings, not for make an entire picture like others are doing and flooding as spam here and other galleries.

So I request respect, if doesn´t like AI I understand, as artist I can see my numbers of view falling thanks to AIs (double standards for most of the users of this site), but I will not tolerate any kind of hate against me, and not right now.

And I will continue with my AI videos, you cannot stop me, if you don´t like it, is ok, you are welcome on unwatch me, but draw manually is not for me an option anymore, much less when all the time I am working alone.

I don´t want to block the comment section on the AI videos, but if the hate continue I will do that and only you guys lose because that hate is unfair and disproportionate.

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- And last topic, some people tell me about comissions, my answer is no, my eyes hurt a lot and that halo on my sight not allow me to work as before.

So comissions are closed, I don´t know for how long, that will depend of my eyes.

If you want to support me economically will be only for patreon for now because subscribestar not worked, I don´t received the help and I am abandoning it (at least you change of mind) and my paypal has been compromised and I needed to make some changes with the bank, so I am on it.

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And that´s all, have a good day and be nice, be good and not hate.

See you.
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Added: 1 month, 2 weeks ago
 
Sammermax67
1 month, 2 weeks ago
¡Fuerza hermano! ¡Que tu situacion mejore pronto!
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Gracias.  :)
BogdanUrs
1 month, 2 weeks ago
sorry to hear about this turn of events bro :(

on the glaucoma problem, am glad that you and your doctor are doing everything possible to fix it - take care of yourself and put your health first

on the second point, do not tolerate any abuse from anyone over your art - just make what you want when you want

do everything possible to take care of yourself buddy - eye drops, medication, lifestyle changes etc
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Actually I am changing habits, example I am reducing the salt because salt keep liquids but I cannot not remove all salt because our body need it too. For example, the max recomended is 2500 gr per day, so I am calculating I am consuming 1700 or something like.

I taked away all about milk, cheese and else, I discovered all those things made me fat, so I lost weight, I am not chubby anymore.

The only thing I need to find is good exercises, because I cannot do anything about... how to explain? when we make strenght part of the force go to the head, increasing the pressure, so I cannot carry heavy things, more than 10 kilos, so no more yoga.  :(
ArielCelestia
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Please get well soon! You need to take good care of your vision and make sure your get good eye specialists who understand whats going on!
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Thankfully my doctor is very good, he is supporting with some medicaments.
MichaelJBear
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Deeply sorry to hear about all this ... I hope that you'll get well soon *hug*
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I hope too, I am so worried.
Kittzy
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Aw man glaucoma is no joke, while I don't know the details of what caused yours, and this video may not help any, but I will leave it here anyway just incase it may help you even a little https://youtu.be/-aH_7VH-rwU?si=PQ18kmYL5W5py5i5&t=124  
His other videos go into more details but this on may be a good starting point


As for your AI video, I think its great ;)
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
On my case, I am not sure if it is genetic because none of my family had glaucoma before, and about diabetes I am not sure, I haven´t it... yet. But I don´t discard I will have it in the future.

However I suspect it started after I ate something, but is a theory. Whatever happened I need learn to live with it.
tazzer
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I'm very sorry to hear what you're going through, I'm really hoping for a speedy recovery from you.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I hope on it too, but I see far that posibility, the decease is advancing very quickly.

I feel sad on only think I will end blind.
Jimbear
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I'm sorry to hear all of this. 🫂 First, I'm hoping the glaucoma situation will clear up somehow.  That's sad, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

Second, I know AI is a touchy subject, but honestly people should stop judging others who do use AI. 🫠 "Judge not" and all that.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Yes is a very sad decease because I am slowly the sight, and for an artist is the worst nightmare.
Jimbear
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Exactly.  I hope it'll get better and the glaucoma goes away. 🙏
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I hope too.
ZwolfJareAlt306
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I'm sorry to hear about your health difficulties... :(

I wish you well going forward!
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Yeah, is getting difficult. I am so worried about what´s next.
ZwolfJareAlt306
1 month, 2 weeks ago
*hugs gently*
TheGroundedAviator
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Yikes, you need a sympathetic ear, go ahead.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
What do you mean?
TheGroundedAviator
1 month, 2 weeks ago
You need to talk, go ahead and talk to me if needed.
DrInfinity
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Haz lo que sea necesario para cuidarte, si es necesario bloquea los comentarios. Espero sinceramente que tu situacion mejore. un abrazo.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Yo también quisiera que mejorara, pero hoy si me asusté y mucho. Lo peor es que los ojos se sienten cansados, como hinchados, raros, y ver todo el día ese halo que tapa la visión es una experiencia horrible.

Imagina que miras al sol o un foco, quedas encandilado y en unos minutos se te quita, pues imagina que ese efecto no se quita y está todo el día, y va creciendo, y puedes verlo incluso cuando cierras los ojos.
DrInfinity
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Lo siento, amigo. Estamos pasando por una situacion similar con una tia que tambien esta perdiendo la vista. me siento muy impotente al no poder hacer mas por ella. Te mando un gran abrazo.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Le mando un saludo a tu tía y ánimo, nada de desanimarse, que ella no está sola.  :,)

Por cierto, la glaucoma a veces crea formas raras con el anillo que veo, a veces veo manchas, donas, circulos con cruces y ora que vi tu imagen de perfil, también veo un 8.  xD
tempanon
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Best of luck with your glaucoma. I have it myself, and while it has been managed well for years now, I always feel it hanging over my head. Also sucks to hear about the AI stuff. I know you've always drawn your stuff, and making it move with new tech must be exciting.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
:o

How many years do you have with glaucoma?
tempanon
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Pfft, been a long while, I'd say 4 years or more, but it's managed.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Wow, you have already time with it then, and what are you using for care your eyes? any special diet or just drops?
tempanon
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Just the eye drops, latanaprost, one in each eye each night. Burns a little but it's worked.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I see.

Well I dont know if you used it, but on my case I am using 2 type of drops, one is called "eliptic ofteno" and "thealoz duo". It hurts a lot with the first one and the eye feels... like numb.
tempanon
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Couldn't tell you why the difference between our treatments. Maybe your's is more pronounced than mine.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Probably.  :/
ShySketch
1 month, 2 weeks ago
i do not "Trust The Experts." :3c
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
:o

Wait whut?
ShySketch
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Wouldn't you want to dilate the veins and arteries and not only the eyes?

When cannabis went legal:1st on list
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Oh no, is a degenerative decease, is not about drugs. Is a consecuence of my advanced miopia and astigmatism, my eyes are so damaged they are literally dying.

HOWEVER, I changed the diet reducing salt and other kind of food, the idea is try to the body do not hold liquids on the body... that is why I said I must drink wine.
ShySketch
1 month, 2 weeks ago
i hope my miopia is showing?  and the astigmatism, too.

I do not ever drink alcohol, ever.  It is stress, which is blood pressure.  If you do vasodialators on only your eyes, when that wears off, it gives friction in those vessels.

I don't "Trust The Experts" they profit off it getting worse, directly.  Mine's fine, it stays same
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I see.

Well I don´t know if is my case for vasodialators, I need investigate about it.
ShySketch
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Cannabis is a vasodilator.  However, be sure to find the nearest woman in a labcoat, and then relinquish God & all decision making abilities.  She wasn't hired for DEI, so make sure you do whatever "The Expert" says to do.

You know : whatever is most profitable.  Convoluted, complicated, poisonous.  You get the idea.  No Free Will
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Well, here in Mexico that topic thing is... complicated.  :v

But I need consult first with my doctor, and trust me is not the first time I see a doctor recomend canabis. A friend her doctor recomended canabis only for control a type of stress because the medicaments she was taking were very strong. So she ate canabis on "cakes" but it was made only for her.
ShySketch
1 month, 2 weeks ago
it's called "weed" for a reason, that's what I'm saying
I buy it from the "Native Americans" not from a labrat.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
So basically a peace pipe.  :v

Oh boy, here I need check with "alternative doctors", that mean, well, not exactly chamans and weird stuff.  xD

Ironically here some psychologist use that kind of products for some patients, but since the problem with coof, coofnarcoscoof is complicated, that kind of stuff is always underwater.
ShySketch
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I've been reading the King James Version Bible, comparing it to the "NIV."  The NIV is from 1978, and is the "politically correct" changed one.  The KJV was around since 1611, and was the one we took to the New World.

You don't need a machine to tell you whether you "have a problem."  It's something else: which cannot be monetized

It's not something that someone else can "tell you."  There is no "experts," we are all the same.  They're only paid if they "fix the problem" even if they don't know what the problem is.  It could be sleep, like not getting enough, plus working under the oppression of the International LGBTQ+ Standard workplace.  Invented stress
SpongebobsPineapple
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Hope things get better for you. Make sure to listen to your doctor. I say this because some people don't and it ends up backfiring.

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As for the AI thing, I think people are upset mostly because you'd do everything manually and when they saw that AI animation on your profile, they must've thought you're "selling out" or something. Some people REALLY hate AI art, but don't let them stop you. Most people don't care if the art is AI-made or not, as long as it doesn't copy any other artist's art style. Just check the "popular" section here on IB. Keep doing what you're doing.
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Actually the doctor is supporting me the medicines, is helping me a lot actually.

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Sell AIs? Oh no, that is bad, I am posting the videos for free, there are not even on my patreon. For me AI is just another tool, I think all this thing is the same as when people of traditional art hated digital art.
SpongebobsPineapple
1 month, 2 weeks ago
No, I didn't mean that you're selling stuff. When you call someone a "sell out" or you say that they're "selling out", it means that the person traded their values, integrity, etc. in exchange for money or personal advancement. Think of it as a type of betrayal.

When you say "you sold us out", it means that the person put you in a very bad position in order to get something else. Big Smoke, from GTA San Andreas, is an example of a "sell out".
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Aaaaaah, I get it. Sorry I miss traslated, I am so dumb... Big Smoke?... "I want a number 9, a number 6"... xDD

Well, that is interesting... on that case with AIs selling out can work on healthy people, or people with no artistic talent, or just people want easy money. There are some cool AIs pics here, I cannot lie, but in my experience using AIs they use the same, lets say mixers, art style, e621 stoled ideas, and those "artists" are flooding the site and I should consider it a spam. This can end like DA, jeez there overrun, I found an account with 5000 pics published on a week.  >:/

I am using AI but for things I find difficult to draw, example some materials like steel, wood, things like that, but I am not requesting an AI make a pic from zero, I mean I can, but I will not post that.  xDD  I prefer draw it for myself... if I can.
SpongebobsPineapple
1 month, 2 weeks ago
5000 pics in a week?! That's more than 700 pics per day! They either have no life or the quality is very bad. I mean, in order to get ONE decent image, I need to generate anything between 5 to 20 images, sometimes more. In my case, I started doing AI because I wanted a creative outlet and other options didn't work well for me. I tried digital art, but realized I'd need years of practice before I could do something decent. Tried 3D after I heard about Blender and was enjoying it, but the learning curve is so steep and I was running into technical problems all the time, which made my enjoyment go away. Also, I don't have a lot of free time to learn stuff like this.

Keep in mind that I don't want to profit from this, I just want a creative outlet.

The downside is that it's very difficult to make images with more than one character and I don't have a lot of control over what the AI gives me
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Yeah, and today have more than 30,000 pictures. xDD

https://www.deviantart.com/t-i-a-r-a/gallery/all

I am not sure if this kind of "artists" are bots, or just like you said, people with not social life, because exist many kind of accounts like this, and many broke the rules, example explicit stuff is not allowed... if IB don´t have careful the site will end like DA with AI spam.

For digital art only you need 2 things to know: how to use the pencils and layers, the rest go for your count (and if you have paper and scanner, much better), that is how I learned to draw using corel Photopaint (and I still using it), all was testing, experimenting and else.

I was learning to use Zbrush for 3d but I stopped after to have 2 serious problems: rig models and create an UV map, I have experience editing textures for 3d models, so no problem, but damn the UV map is the key for work.

Mmm, for make duo pics with AI is something I don´t learned yet (since I am more focused on videos I don´t pay too much attention), but you need put the lora on the description and like a "break" for difference between each character and the scene. However, I am not sure if this work on civitai, seaart, tensor, or only on stable difusion editor.
Mousington
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Hope you get better man! I don't mind the AI stuff. Its just another art tool to me.
I enjoy your stuff keep up the good work dude ^^
Atlasfield
1 month, 2 weeks ago
Thank you. I hope I can get better, because damn this decease hurt the eyes A LOT. Is like have itch and pain in the same time, and is like be dazzled all the day without stop to see those flash (the ring I talked about) not matter if you close the eyes, it still there.
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