Yeah, today was my 42nd Birthday. Nothing special happened today. Just went out to eat at a local Mexican restaurant up the street by my lonesome and that's it. Had a free fried ice cream on the house. Dad called me, said he was sick in bed from eating too much candy I think, and I can only hope he either recovers or decides to go to the hospital to have the doctors check him out. On the good side, he doesn't need to use a cane to walk around much anymore at the moment, so yeah, here's hoping that his sickness goes away and he makes a full recovery.
Right now, just relaxing at home and watching AsmonGold on YouTube. Nothing else new.
Might as well address the Elephant in the room, and answer, "Why did I stop drawing? Where have I been for the last 4 years?"
Well, to keep things short, I quit drawing at the time back in August of 2020 because I got burnt out. Despite being a slow poke that I was, I was sick and tired of just doing commission after commission. More I did that, the more and more drawing became less fun as a hobby, and more like a chore I had to do. I hated it. It felt like the fun was sucked out of drawing in general. So, after that sexy boxing drawing of Blaze and Wave, I said "enough was enough," and quit right there on the spot. I just couldn't take it anymore. At first, I thought maybe I be burnt out for just a little while, like a month or two, but those months turned in years, and, yeah, I pretty much stopped posting altogether, and I'm sorry I quit all of a sudden back then.
Part of me wants to return to drawing, but if I ever do, I plan to just draw for myself. So don't except me to be doing commissions again anytime soon. YCH (Your Character Here) auction pics, only if I ever feel up to it, that way I at least am in charge of what poses I wanna use. But as I said, that's only if I even back in the mood of making money while drawing. As said, if I ever do come back, it'll be just to draw what I want to draw for myself. To make drawing fun again.
I'm glad to here Waccoon on FurAffinity is back in the game, and it's good to see his art again. I highly recommend seeing his art.
Anyways, I figured I post something here to let people know, 1.) I'm, not dead, just incommunicado, and 2.) I "might" come back into drawing, but not yet. And am only going to draw for myself if I ever do until I feel comfortable with YCHs and/or commissions again.
Well, here's to another Happy Birthday to me, and hoping my Dad can recover from his illness.
I want to see him and his wife Ana again soon. I love em.
Well, nite ya'll.
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