Born, 1983. I'm currently an east coast resident of the United States, longing to return to the west coast. Specifically Southern California. I really hate seasons. Especially where I am at. It's almost always too hot or too cold.
I am a full time artist. Not that I am really making money from it at the moment, but nonetheless, I do it full time. All day, every day. I'm very pale. Making art for me is extremely painful. I have serious anxiety and depression which makes being creative and motivated fairly difficult. Then combine that with adult ADHD, which makes sitting still and trying to concentrate all the more difficult. I'm stuck in this ongoing internal conflict of just wanting to make art more than anything in the world. The desire is so strong, I would go as far as to call it a 'need'. I need to make art. But at the same time I'm often feeling like I want to gouge my eyes out when I'm doing it. Though threw years of therapy, meds, and just trying to be proactive as I can about my mental health, I'm making slow and steady progress.
The art I post here I find the most relaxing to make. I am very thankful this community exists for me to share this artwork with. Because... I mean, can art exist without an audience? Similar to "if a tree falls in the woods and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?"
As my art improves and I learn to work faster, I'm hoping to be able to post here a lot more often. God bless you all, and remember, if you 'fap' but don't 'fave', it's the same as stealing. :)
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