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Allowing people to yell at me for having been stupid in shouts until 10/2/2027. That feels fair.
Long story short, had an interest in cub among many other things, but furst properly joined the furry subculture on the FA forums at a time when there were very few people still advocating or engaging with it (at least not openly) that weren't part of a clique of cryptofascists. So between the rock of cryptofascists trying to politically groom me, and the hard place of leftists who were convinced that kind of thing was morally bad, I chose the hard place. I reacted to that and other drama from cub friendly creators by getting up my own ass and deciding that I had to make up for having engaged with it by combatting. And after years of eroding that stupidity and finally seeing newer research papers, I realized I fucked up royally. I was an anti asshat fir a long time.
Whatever problems exist in cub friendly spaces or people aren't because of fantasy, but the shitty ideals and morals they bring to it. There's definitely things that could improve there yeah, but the stupid moral crusades over fantasy belong to the dustbin of history.
I don't expect everyone to forgive me for my past behavior. Especially not right away. Don't blame anyone for not trusting me. And I expect friends who don't agree with this change in my beliefs are going to be serving me up a lot of what I dished out.
But I have to start somewhere.
Personally I have a lot of things about this site I'm not partial to in its moderation decisions and history unrelated to art, but it's either this or baraag until people move to somewhere that's a bit better moderated. And while I'm ok with people taking some anger out on me, I do draw the line at being called slurs.
But yeah, I'm sorry for what I've said shd done, snd I'm here to engage with things as my anxieties and shame around them break down.
Outside of that, my politics fall somewhere between councilism and anarcho-transhumanism. I take the feminist and anti-racist shit seriously. I like gaming, especially tabletop gaming. And I like cub, feral, all that "problematic" stuff unironically and hopefully with less and less shame.
I'm bi, and in a weird space with questioning if I'm not also a little gender fluid at times.
If you want a personal apology for anything I said or did, send me a private message.
If I have your account blocked, there's a good chance this has more to do with me having to unpack hypervigilance still.
Here's hoping to new starts.
PS: If you support gen AI, right wing politics, or pro-contact grossness, block me and do not interact. I like fucked up fantasies, but I have a zero tolerance policy for this shit.
PS PS: If you see me engaged with sfw ageplay, don't be horny in my comments there. Those exist separate for me for personal reasons, and I would prefer to not cross the streams as it were.
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