Hi! I'm gonna skip the part where I take you through my mental journey and go right to the good news I'm getting a lot better! The version of me that was posting this year was going through a pretty ...
Hi! I'm a goat-boy! I'm learning to draw, program, compose music, create 3d models and animate them, and a bunch of other random things right now that I'll be sharing here as it strikes me!
some info about me: I'm the most adhd you can fit in one brain I'm trying to rewrite my brain since it's broken after stupid childhood stuff and a longer life of letting the effects turn me into a hateful and scared anxious person.
I don't make excuses for the times I've been a horrible person, but I will explain why I was in that state, it doesn't make it ok but when I can break it down I can learn from it.
I do owe a few music commissions to some very generous people here still, I hope to deliver as soon as I can stabilize my life a bit!
I'm also hurting in my personal life still, while things are looking up a bit in the future I'm still kinda stuck living with family who can be toxic and make me relapse into my old toxic ways which comes with a lot of negativity and neglecting myself and the projects I'm working on. If you notice a lot of up and down in my productivity that's probably why.
I'm a huge fan of FPS games, I hope to create my own some day! If anyone wants to play them hit me up, I'll try to be a good friend to you! Currently I play Modern Warfare 2019 and other COD games, CS:GO, Tarkov, Arma 3, Ready or Not, Doom Eternal and Classic Doom 1/2 (Brutal doom, or Project Brutality, Vanilla, pretty much anything) I have some doom maps to share if anyone stumbles across this and plays doom!