I wish I had a suggestion but it would seem the cosmos or powers that be want to keep me on the ground as well. It's just one thing after another that is totally out of my control. It's extremely disheartening. I keep trying really hard and I never make it a step forward, I only ever seem to lose and lose and lose things. There are very kind people out there, the few and far between, it is only thanks to them I'm even still here, but my patience too is running out. I just want to thrive and get off the ground even if its meek and small and I just make enough to scrape by that would be better than whatever the hell this is going on right now.
I know its hard. I know its harder to hang in there. I know I question why I'm even hanging in there. I've finally reached the point where all I can do is cry every night before I sleep because i just dont know what else to do and empathize so much with suffering... because I'm experiencing it.
I cant give you reasons to stay strong, you gotta try and find those within yourself. but if it means anything at all to you, I always have and do enjoy every time I've been able to chat with you. DOnt be sorry for how you are hon. You're just perfect being you <3
I wish I had a suggestion but it would seem the cosmos or powers that be want to keep me on the grou
If I was to be in a better position in life I would help as help has been given forth to me. But since I'm still crawling across the ground I can only wish I could... I wish I was more useful... but if u need an ear to listen, or a vent, I'm here. Or heck even just a little company. <3
If I was to be in a better position in life I would help as help has been given forth to me. But sin
Seems one of the common links in those are working with/for people you know, you might need some job that is less socially driven, ironically.
I know what that's like though, cant bother to see any bright side because seems like every slight moment without a problem is just building up for a ton later - but the half-assed answer there is to just expect & prepare for anything, even if it cant ever be enough, then can just tread (not great but not horrible).
I do know the bottom is alot further down than it seems though it's just more effort to get out so best to limit the declines. (as in recovery is always possible but try to avoid making that a worse chore)
Nip things in the bud; Disable bank overdrafts, those are nothing but trouble. Hoard change, especially dollar coins if you can get them. Some public charities can help, like for electric & net access, food banks (supposing you have transportation). Ditch services you dont really need, cable/streaming, deluxe net speed, etc. Consider housing in more rural areas someday, is much cheaper, but because location sucks - so overall could be better or not. Hit up generic food stores more (Walmart,Aldi...Dollar stores(but careful on that - only a deal if you only need small quantities of certain things else costs more by volume))
I guess all we can do is hold on until something goes a bit better.
Seems one of the common links in those are working with/for people you know, you might need some job
Definitely. That was why I wanted to get into creating 3d or art because of the independence aspect. It seems out of the question these days though, my brain is a lot worse than ever. I'm getting stupider
also, my bank doesn't do anything like disabling overdrafts for me. Might be my state. They've repeatedly refused to do anything but stab me in the back I don't use any services and don't have any bills beyond 80 a month and the expectation that I should be paying my share of rent already. It should be easy to knock it out the park and start improving my life but I'm stuck with all these continually degrading social relationships that keep ruining my life
edit: I should also say, thanks for being here every time. I'm sorry I can't stop doing anything but being sad and stuff, your art is incredible and it's amazing that you share it with all of us!
Definitely. That was why I wanted to get into creating 3d or art because of the independence aspect.
Theres usually plenty of jobs out there depending on your skills and what your open to Mental health is always a struggle but think of every interview as a free pass to a better life style, you have nothing to lose by going to them.
If you want a hand with your CV I'd be more than happy to sit down and write you out one,theres plenty of avenues to learn new skills, hell if your willing to sit down with me for a few hours I can teach you excel to a proffesional level, normal formulas, Macros, Power query etc, having that skill is often desperatly needed. Document controller while being a relatively boring job can bring in some okay money and needs no real qualifications until you start asking for higher wages.
At the end of the day life moves on, we take the good with the bad, and if its bad now, then theres a lot more potential for it to get better and not much further you can go lower and your surviving.
Just one foot in front of the other, but if you want to make the change, the thing that will make the biggest change is with yourself, you are awesome, you can do anything, the only thing stopping you is you, so go out there, kick some ass and start vomitting rainbows and sunshine everywhere when you make it :)
Theres usually plenty of jobs out there depending on your skills and what your open to Mental health
