And I am not jocking. I think this is the first time I am so serious.
Jeez, this is the worst month of the year:
- Few support (patreon, subsribestar, comments, views, whatever).
- Few time to draw for comissions (and the few I pictures I am working, when I am on a process YOU CANCEL THE COMISSION, WHY? WHY ARE YOU WASTING MY TIME?, Duck you).
- No economic support (all want free? I don´t want put paywalls like others).
- No job on RL (and probably I will not find).
- Several deceases (I am very consumed and tired).
- Economic crisis on the limit (yeah, Mexico, and some fools saying we are better than before...).
- Douchebags comenting garbage everywhere.
- DA again removed me 4 pictures in 1 day, jeez, somebody really hates me on DA.
- And with all that shit I don´t feel right.
- People on patreon or subscribestar leaving because felt dissapointed... IN WHAT I DISSAPOINTED YOU? NO! YOU DISSAPOINTED ME, YOU LEAVE WITHOUT PAY, YOU ARE ENTERING FOR FREE ONE DAY AND ON THE NEXT DAY YOU LEAVE, WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!. x(
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I think when I finish the marathon I am going to dissappear for a while because as artist this is not working. I love draw, is my pasion, is something I really love since I have memory and I take my time writing, posting, replying EVERY comment on every gallery or webpage. I am so patience, but right now, is running out.
Tell me in what am I failing? Am I dissapointing you or what? What are you waiting from me? Why are you watching me? I am tired of find what people want and when they have it only I receive a "please make more"... REALLY? Thats all? C´mon guys you are more than that.
Puck. I don´t feel right. :/
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