I'm not sure how I ever vent anger as it rarely even slips into me, and I can never notice it in my art. I have intense difficulty with angry songs too. So, yeah, depression. I'm a nervous horror, and even after all my thick-skinning years on the internet a single block of negativity is enough to make me feel marginalized again. Ah, the reliability of consistent trauma.
But yeah, I feel a lot better now. Not quite all the way there - I've yet to regain the joy to get back to editing my second ponyfic. Maybe tomorrow. Thank you for the concern!
I'm not sure how I ever vent anger as it rarely even slips into me, and I can never notice it in my
no problem man. your a good guy, I hate seeing folks upset i'm like pinkie in that aspect i like to see everyone smile. I know how that depression can get dealt with it for years. perhaps watch some CMC antics or some pinkie singing can help bring back that smile *hugs*
no problem man. your a good guy, I hate seeing folks upset i'm like pinkie in that aspect i like to
I just rely on the pressure to fade with time and my natural positive desire to return; packed with motivation. In the meantime I'm just ponying. I did actually watch some CMC episodes, and painted some ponies. I'm painting Sweetie Belle tonight, actually. *huggers back.*
I just rely on the pressure to fade with time and my natural positive desire to return; packed with
