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by Violyte

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WARNING: personal stuff

I dunno, just, this past week or so I've been stressed over a lot of dumb things that shouldn't upset me so much but they do and I can't do anything about any of them. I feel like some my closest friends are getting more and more distant from me, especially Holly. No one I know well enough wants to rp with me. I've hit an art and let's playing block and I feel like I'm being really unproductive just sitting around all day instead of working on something. My mom and my grandparents know I've been feeling awful lately and they're worried, but I can't talk to them about these things at all. And the worst thing that always consistently upsets me the most is no matter how much I want to have a decent sex life and just enjoy this thing that's so easy for everyone else to enjoy, no matter what I do or how hard I try, I can't get even the least bit of pleasure and I don't think I ever will and it makes sex so stressful to even think about. I've tried everything I can possibly try and nothing helps, and I can't help thinking maybe with someone other than Lurid I could get some amount of satisfaction or relief, but I feel awful for thinking that and there's nothing I can do to stop fucking CRYING.

I'm sorry about the vent art, AGAIN, but I had to just focus on something so I could stop thinking about everything and being so upset for a little while at least.

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Published: 10 years, 9 months ago

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ManaAraxis

10 years, 9 months ago

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Sometimes, it helps to vent and release bottled up feelings and emotions. It can be quite cathartic and I hope things improve over time for ya. That's the thing with life; it has its up and downs, some more so than others. I've learned to just hang in there and things will get better. Nothing is forever.

KitRyuu

10 years, 9 months ago

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Edited 10 years, 9 months ago by Owner

Well a suggestion on something you could do to improve your productivity is maybe do some sort of comic or writing about some character from this perspective. The art here is wonderfully full of emotion and while I don't want to seem like I want to profit off of your suffering some of the best stories are written from personal pain. It's only a suggestion but since you are at an art and lets play block maybe coming at a project from a writing angle will help you past your block.

You could probably make a pretty good story about a character that has stuff he needs to talk about with someone but has no one to tell. This secret doesnt have to be about your current life at all even. I see you like mystery dungeons (as do i) so you could probably make a good story in the PMD universe.

Its only a suggestion though.

KitRyuu

10 years, 9 months ago

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@ KitRyuu

Though even if you ignore this suggestion the only way out of depression is to say "screw how i feel right now" and do something regardless of what ideas you might have or how it turns out. productivity is the best cure.

Violyte

10 years, 9 months ago

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@ KitRyuu

Thanks, but it's not that simple. I already have several projects I want to work on but can't because I can't just pull motivation out of nowhere and do things that take focus. The LAST thing I need is another project to worry about and stress over.