I have a pain in my side since I was 16, I believe. I have this nasty emetophobia, that is, fear of puking, and, in the course of my year, I developed a placebo attachment to salt. Essentially, whenever I feel sick and about to throw up, I eat pure salt. Obviously unhealthy, but it works for me, even if not the right thing to do and even if the logic says that salt is supposed to make my nausea worse. Anyway, years taking salt. Now my side hurts more often, even if I'm trying to stop the salt thing and replace it with another placebo. Mom says that all that salt had to go somewhere and it probably left a stone somewhere. Not in the kidneys, of course, since I drink a lot of water to keep them working. Plus, pain in the kidneys is super bad, while the pain I feel doesn't keep me from functioning. Still, if I really have a salt stone somewhere, I will need surgery to take it off. Surgeries doesn't scare me much, as long I have an anaesthesic to keep me from feeling pain. But in a surgery like that, one of the ways to apply the anaesthesic is by injecting it in your back, between a bone and other of the spine. I'm not too scared of the surgery per si; what really makes me wet myself is the fact that I might need to receive the anaesthesic in such a traumatic way.
Keywords
male
1,213,262,
cub
284,940,
cat
217,001,
diaper
79,793,
babyfur
39,829
Details
Published:
12 years ago
25 Jun 2013 03:10 CEST
Initial: 0465f7517347c2622c835caf1f8e8be5
Full Size: 97c1adfcfff946f4a47aa42d8a699c12
Large: cc9274f350c9afb5dde84b2ffc93f478
Small: 2ab3c880f571fa740bfd03178b02464d
Stats
74 views
10 favorites
16 comments
