I don't know why maybe I like the hurt guess my masochist in me is showing haha! When my mom died I fought the pain for a long time maybe I'm still fighting it. I remember I did cry myself to sleep one time or another. Grief is so painful it reverbatates throughout you welling up from the stomach maybe that's where the saying eat your feelings comes from I dunno. I look forward to diving into this au some more I have multiple notes on the plot. I have actually started 2 other chapters but I'm still working on them well they're actually just sitting on a back burners currently haha. But I have plans for this such plans gonna be cool! This is all I have for the first chapter or chapter zero, I hope it's interesting to you sorry I know it's messy these wips are old many months old at this point same kinda for the jb stuff sadly.
