Kanya might as well be immortal. She has an exceptionally long life and is entrenched within a magical construct that prevents her from dying - regenerating her entire body if necessary back to full health if she accidentally blows herself up. Living for centuries can get tiresome and even downright boring. It's an existential nightmare where you may even lose sight of your purpose, let alone the reason you exist. However, once in a blue moon, Kanya gets a crazy idea for a thrill seeking diversion. It might end up hurting her in the short run and she must endure the pain of repairing her body over time, but the thrill of the moment when it happens is something unique and fresh that it makes the whole ordeal worth it. When you have nothing to fear from a death that never comes, you have the freedom to fall.
