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I think that this year I have cried more than ever, I have cried and I have felt that my life was leaving me in every tear.
I have tried to let go of everything I had but still something remained. I have cried in silence, alone and accompanied with pain, a lot of pain.
I have cried, I have felt rage, anger, grief, sadness, loneliness. I have cried and I have hugged myself very tightly trying to console myself. I have gone to sleep with tears in my eyes, the kind that fall down my cheeks and taste like a broken heart.
I have cried and I suppose that every tear until today has made me stronger, because no matter how sad I am, I will never stop fighting for this life that is worth caring for.

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Published: 1 year ago
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ShiftyGuy1994
1 year ago
I'm so sorry to hear what you have been going through. Unfortunately, I've been going through some of the same problems. And it's gotten to the point where it's been ruining my drawing hobby. Hence why I haven't uploaded much of anything on my end either
cerberus966
1 year ago
Thank you very much for worrying friend, the truth is I was on the verge of not returning but I know that my problems are minimal as they are known to others, so do not give up, if you give up you will be losing something very important in your life
ShiftyGuy1994
1 year ago
No problem, I do deeply care & am loyal to the people I'm close to. And believe me, that isn't a lot of people. I keep my circle small for a reason. Anywho, I've contemplated doing that as well. Not so much leaving, but never drawing again. Not even joking. What I've gone through this year as an artist, was some of the worst experiences I've EVER gone through, in almost my 10 years of being an artist.

I never will give up. That's for sure. I'm at the point now (after what has happened of coarse of 2 years) where I'm losing faith. But, I'm not giving up. I can only hope next year (and the years that follow) will be the start to better times. For me, for you, for anyone else that matters to me. I'd love to see you make a return & make artwork (more often than not) again :3
cerberus966
1 year ago
The truth is that I left a very great friendship this year, that's why I doubted myself a lot, but I stopped worrying about that and I saw that instead of helping me it was harming me, I decided to turn the page, not only for others, but For my own health, I need to be happy again, much or little but happy
ShiftyGuy1994
1 year ago
Oh, trust me I've been through that MANY times. I know what it's like to cut ties with someone, or something. Or both. Like actually this year, I decided to cut something out of my life (that was causing major anxiety & paranoia for the past year or two). And while cutting that out of my life, I also had to cut a friend out of my life as well (because we were both into the same thing).

So yeah, it's always hard. But sometimes, yeah it just needs to be done. For the better. And it's still hard getting over (given that this whole thing happened a couple months ago). And I'm hoping as time goes along, that my problems start fading away. And will be out of my head forever. Yeah, I know exactly where you're coming from.
cerberus966
1 year ago
thank you very much for understanding
ShiftyGuy1994
1 year ago
No problem. Anytime, my friend
Bryya04
1 year ago
i hope you get better♥
cerberus966
1 year ago
Yes, I feel a little better, the change was very hard but with effort I can adapt, still not as I expected but I know I will soon, thank you very much
DownThePipes
1 year ago
welcome back Cerb glad to here from you again mate
cerberus966
1 year ago
thank you very much down, I already missed this
ThatFurryDude
1 year ago
I think it felts reliable especially it happened 5 years ago and it is still ongoing to this day. I feel so sorry for you.
cerberus966
1 year ago
Thank you very much, yes it happened a long time ago and time passed very quickly, but what it taught me was not to give up and keep going, I still have a lot to offer, I also have dreams to fulfill and that motivates me not to give up, thank you very much friend.
ThatFurryDude
1 year ago
Glad to hear. Same for me too. Had u situation changed?
cerberus966
1 year ago
Yes, I change a lot, it is having a hard time adapting to me, but I am already achieving it, day by day, making an effort and with a positive attitude I know I will do it, thanks
SteamLocoLtMtn
1 year ago
I feel sorry for you

I hope things will get better for you
cerberus966
1 year ago
I feel a little better, a difficult change, but I know I can get through it, thank you very much
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