this might be my last shimeji....so to anyone who downloaded my shimejis...I hope you enjoyed them as much as I did and to anyone who stayed with me these years I owe you greatly!
even if I do or don't kill myself this might be my last because shimejis are dying more and more everyday people just don't look for them like they used too...I'm planning on still updating this to fix eye markings and anything else I seem needs fixing.
(trustworthing isn't a word I guess) even then nice and trustworthy people don't exist where I live....
even when I do distract myself long enough I regret it everytime....all I do is eat like a pig and watch stuff on my pc
even if I do or don't kill myself this might be my last because shimejis are dying more and more eve
I still can't draw...I can do small edits once in a while but that's about it.... and personally I don't really like happy OC's of me...I like the character to fit my personality! even then nsfw stuff just made me more depressed due to the fact no one really liked me when I'm myself...that's why I always have art done of characters or objects...though fidget was the only thing I felt like was needing a shimeji.
also deviantart is a lot more silent because of the shitty updates to the site making it impossible to use! that's why I only check the shimeji tag every 3-6 months....right now I'm just one of those things from the past to be forgotten..I guess a few people remember so I guess I'm the cube world of the internet? or that white and black raptor toy? but again I am trying every distraction I can to stop thinking about what I used to enjoy....at least I'm still updating this shimeji to kill a few more days
I still can't draw...I can do small edits once in a while but that's about it.... and personally I d
you don't need to draw happy OCs, draw the way you prefer, and practice drawing, I trained a lot before I started posting, and I still practice to this day trying to improve, try too
you don't need to draw happy OCs, draw the way you prefer, and practice drawing, I trained a lot bef
me editing was basically my practice...it just looks like shit and personally I'd rather not try to talk to people anymore to get art or see art...I do miss being with some artists but clearly other then 2 of them I'm basically forgotten or just hidden...I guess unless your a gamer your just that guy who everyone knows but doesn't understand
right now I'm still regretting not killing myself last night but at least no one can complain about getting exhaust in the van XD or would it be considered something else?....eh whatever
me editing was basically my practice...it just looks like shit and personally I'd rather not try to
also for your art I would say there isn't much to be improved on besides maybe backgrounds? idk other than animation I tend to think stills are a different ballpark ...or when you work for companies but I'd never put someone in that hellscape...animation companies just make me sad when it comes to cartoons.
also for your art I would say there isn't much to be improved on besides maybe backgrounds? idk othe
