All I think about lately is how I'm spending my limited time on this planet and how it's being wasted. I lack the motivation to change or learn anything new, and it's hindering my ability to improve in my art, and myself as a person. I feel like a husk of a human being with no interests or ambition, and it makes it hard to want to talk to other people/artists who are the complete opposite. All it does is make me feel jealous.
Death is my biggest fear because there's so much I want to do/wish I could do but probably never will because of my mental shortcomings. It's why I never learned to drive, because I'm terrified of the possibility of killing myself or others in a gruesome car accident. I'm scared to go out and try new things, so I just sit inside most of the time. I keep saying that I need to see a doctor/therapist to talk about these issues but then I never actually go do it. I feel stuck.
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