My creative flame has unfortunately become extinguished in its entirety, ive no motivation, drive or patience to do this anymore, I cant sit in front of my computer and draw without the feeling of dread washing over me for some reason... Even when drawing with pencil and paper I just cant do it anymore... as tragic as it is, ive had some amazing times along the way.
I initially thought that it was because it was because I had way too many characters, but thats not it... Im unsure what it is, perhaps something may spark the flame in the future.
If I do return though, I suspect it will not be as an artist but possibly as an animator, for some reason I much prefer animation than drawing a single frame, im not sure why, again, im not a stable person mentally really, I have very very low spots, and id be lying if I said I havent tried to off myself in the past (much more than once, at one point it was on a fortnightly basis. I have reached out and gotten help via sertaline medication, this has helped stablise my mood a lot, but these low spots do still happen sometimes)
We are all on a journey, and I feel I have reached my destination... at least for now... ive never been the most stable person mentally and ive honestly no idea what the hell im doing... I need to focus on getting myself together... those of you that have supported me throughout the years, thank you so much... and im sorry to have let you down so much...
your never a letdown, dont let that take over you, your arts wondrful and your an amazing guy and an amazing friend to fizzy. im always here if you need to talk, we been through alot and im here to help you in any way i can. dont feel down bud, come talk to me and we can talk about whats goin on.
your never a letdown, dont let that take over you, your arts wondrful and your an amazing guy and an
