Mommy has been talking to me about the tv show Bluey, and decided to recolor a picture of the main character to fit me... so here I am. Marf marf ! Looking good I would say.
I have been really enjoying Bluey, but it also make me feel bad. The cute puppy, the way he acts, the stories, the games... those how I want to be, how I want to act but usually feel too ashamed to do. If I act that way, someone has to be the caretaker and I don't want to pressure people if I ever go to that puppy space. That why it also make me feel so much negative emotions when I watch it... I'm not sure I can be that cute without being a burden to someone... guess we will see. I watch it slowly for this reason.
Today I have seen my psychiatrist about the renewal of my long illness healthcare (which was supposed to be renewed 6 months ago, but the administration changed the way it is done and nobody was up to date). He said that since I'm doing better, I may not be getting my medicine free anymore. I'm getting better because I'm more aware of my symptoms and trying to do a lot baby stuff, since those relax me, but I have to think long term and plans for any big changes in my life, and it would be difficult to get the healthcare once I'm in troubles... wait and see. The papers says 4 months wait before an answer.
1 year, 9 months ago
06 Aug 2019 21:41 CEST
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