Since the incident my tablet was broken,ah if you didn't know yet.My tablet was broken because i didn't put a cup full of water in a right place so yeah,when you didn't notice there was a cup right your tablet and your mind was in 5% condition.The incident like this may be happen with you too soon.Well,since that i can't think clearly and full of worried that make me forget to draw in a short time.i try to thinking positive,maybe its becaused i didn't practice drawing again,but when i try to drawing something,again i can't think clearly that make me forget how to draw clothes thing? i know can easily draw this thing before but how can i forget!!? no matter how hard i try still,for me this is look weird! I try to look my artwork before as reference but still,why there are no memory about this thing!!? Its just look like black & wait in my mind! Why this is happen,i won't want to stop from drawing life! I won't want to change my carreer to other than drawing & animation! i'm always feel dizzy & confused with my mind lately. Can't think clearly,Pls Mind! Working!! I know playing some games won't givw me back that drawing memory,the only way is just pratice! but when i try to drawing,how can i forget to draw arm!!? No! Pls Noo! I had try to relax,listen to relaxing music,but still not working! Arrggh... What should i do! In my mind,i'm just can feel dizzy,blank,in other mind i feel i need to drawig but why theres no memory about drawing?! Where the joy fun about drawing!? Why i can't feel it!? In other case,my father wanted me to get money from drawing... Argh,idk what should i do!? I'm sorry for those kind ("M") person caue you wanted to donation me not only small amount but its a big amount of cash,i didn't mean i'm not happy with that.i was really happy also crying when you said youwant to help me about my tablet.I was really thank you for your really kind help <3 .i try to get up and drawing again eventhough i use my finger to drawing in phone.but for now,idk why its still hard for me to drawing tha make me back to all case after my tablet is broken. Maybe i'm just confused now.but i know lying on my bed and didn't do anything is a wrong way. I still need to open commission for the tablet and for my parent who always ask me to get some money from my proffession. I need to practice more eventhough i need to break my mind to get back my memory!
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