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by NeiNing
Leonardo is forced to fight against Raphael (who’s not himself) and he knows this battle will end only to death - either his or Raph’s.

PS. Forgot to color Leo’s bandanna a bit darker under the eye because of tears.

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Type: Picture/Pinup
Published: 11 months, 3 weeks ago
Rating: General

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Akelalua
11 months, 3 weeks ago
No!!! Who dares!!! Who's fault is this?!! Who brought this misery upon us?!! (Theatrical fainting)
Poor Leo. I just can't. My soul shattered into thousand peaces. No matter what he does, there is just no happy ending.

But the picture is awesome! Raphael's reflection in Leo's katana is so detailed. One can really see that he is not just angry but like something possesses his mind. This maniacal expression, worthy that of the Joker!
And Leo's silent tears; tears of a hero that needs to safe the world, but also that of a brother who wish to desperately safe his little brothers, knowing that only death can offer any help. He is fully concentrated, ready to strike and he will not haste. But he already know, that even if he survive this fight, he will be dead anyway, because this will left him with an empty heart.

(O.k. I just successfully made my self even sadder. Oh, Raphie. )
NeiNing
11 months, 3 weeks ago
I don't know who's behind all this but it's very cruel... My heart is shattering with yours after I read your whole comment.

You nailed it all so perfectly that it almost made me cry. Leonardo will be dead inside even if he saves his brothers and whole world - but it comes with the sacrificing one of their own. But Leonardo will do his best to strike fast and hard, not wanting to cause pain or suffering for Raphael. After all, possessed or not, Leonardo deeply loves his little brother <3

Ugh, this now would make so good story but I don't know would I be able to write it... and make Leo kill Raph... <:(
Akelalua
11 months, 3 weeks ago
By all mighty Turtles!!! I would love to read that story. This would be an epic peace of an legendary fight, where all the powers lays in the hands of Ananke. But after this particularly stroy the both of us either will need a glass of good wodka or a few days watching TMNT.
NeiNing
11 months, 3 weeks ago
Awh, really?! Then I think I might need to start to think more of this and see what kind of story I can create :D
After this story I probably would get peoples hate on me for making such story, ahah! xD And I don't use alcohol so no vodka for me :'D I probably would end up sitting on the floor hugging my pillow and cry :'D
Akelalua
11 months, 3 weeks ago
Do not worry. An epic fight needs a big sacrifice, even if it is painful. That's one of the things that makes it epic. I mean, look what strong emotions this picture unites within it self. Sorrow is one of the emotions the human experience very deeply, it makes us think, reconsider our lives and rise. It would be a heroic story, that will make its reader's grow up. And every heater will be just a person unable to feel with the heart and unable to stand up from their aches. Of course there will be some tears. But hey, there is no rainbow, without rain.

I am actually not drinking, too. But this time I am ready to make an exemption.
NeiNing
11 months, 3 weeks ago
I have been tossing and turning this idea in my head and I think I have managed to create something already which would / could work as a fic :) It either would be longer oneshot or short (few chapters) fic.

I myself feel all emotions strongly / deeply but sorrow only then when it comes to my pets. If something bad happens to people / family members die, I never cry or feel sad / bad. I never haven't. But when my pet dies... It is so painful and feels absolutely horrible.
Akelalua
11 months, 3 weeks ago
I totally understand that. As a child I was very sick. I spend my time in the hospital or at home. My dog was my only friend in this prison of a life. My mother bought him, just serval days after my birth. We were the same age and grew up together. When we were 9 cancer took him from me. I remember still what I was thinking the night after. Because I wasn't crying right after my mother told me what happened, but in the night I told myself: You weren't crying when you should, now you will cry your whole life long. Guess what, it seems I am carrying a curse within my heart, because I never stopped remembering all of this ower and ower again and I never stopped crying after him.
It is much easier to let go a human soul, than this one.

As for the story: I am positively curious. When you're done, you will post it in here, right? Please?
NeiNing
11 months, 2 weeks ago
I know how it feels lie losing a pet - it takes time to heal but it can be healed. I have lost many many pets and I usually have cry like max 30min after their death and then I have moved on. I grief but I don't hang on to their deaths since I know they are in better place and I can contact them via meditation :) Death is not the end but merely a next step in life. Plus there is a world what we cannot see with physical eyes. That's what I believe after all my experiences in life.

I also believe that anything and everyone stays in our lives as long as they need to. Your dog was there for you in the greatest time of need and when you survived over that time, it was his time to go. His job was done :) Also crying isn't the only way to grief / show sorrow but people assume that if you don't cry, you don't feel sad. That's not true and I'm 100% sure you are not carrying any curse in your heart. (Little tip; It's over and over again, not ower ;) )

Oh I will post the story here and also in AO3. Weather should cool down at the end of this week and next week's Tuesday I go to mom's place where should be even cooler so I have good chances of writing that fic :D
Akelalua
11 months, 2 weeks ago
Thank you for your wonderful reply. It really set my heart a bit on ease. It feels good. And thank you for the tip. I really didn't saw that mistake. Ups.

Oh, I am sitting on hot coal! (The german say that, when they mean that they can´t sit silent, because of the tenson of anticipation. I still think ist funny, but it describes the situation well. In poland we say that we will burst. But that is not so, i dono...urgend?)
Anyway, I will wait in excitement for the story.
NeiNing
10 months, 1 week ago
So sorry for late reply. Haven't been around here all that much and / or in a mood for chatting etc. until now.

I'm most happy that my words managed to make you feel better, even a little bit <3
And what comes to the fic - I haven't even started it yet and I don't know when I can. I got comic commission order 2 days ago so I've been working on it. On top of that I'm worried since EU will vote about Article 13 law in Wednesday... If they accept it, it's bye bye online for all inside EU.
Akelalua
10 months, 1 week ago
Do not worry. I am also not always answering right away. And I can fully understand that you wanted to make a brake form chatting. Also do not worry about the FF. I can and will be waiting.

More important - what the hell is Article 13? I have so much work I must admit I wasn't watching any news. :(
NeiNing
10 months, 1 week ago
That's good you are so okay with me replying slow :)

Article 13 is a new copyright law what many (idiotic) corporation bosses etc. try to make to come true in EU. If this law will be accepted on September 12, it means ALL online pages, which has ANY copyright material, will be blocked, censored etc. inside EU. This would mean none of us EU citizens wouldn't have any access on Inkbunny anymore. No youtube, no Ao3, no Deviantart, no Tumblr etc. And this law also would force net pages to pay them for sharing links and making automatic robots to supervise copyright law but this would lead into chaos since robots can't fully understand when it should and / or shouldn't delete works etc. Even the creator of Internet HIMSELF has express his extreme fear and concern about this law and is highly against it.

And don't worry. No any news show this anywhere because people must be kept unknown about this. If news would report about this, people would become aware of this, and would fight back which would make getting this law through EU much more complicated to corporations and big bosses who wants this so bad. They are just greedy and control freaks.
Akelalua
10 months, 1 week ago
OMG!!! That's horrible!!! Please NO!!! I want to be able to see your works!!! I want to be able to write my FFs and share them!!! What of a use have the internet if we can't draw or write anymore about the things we love and share them with the world!!! I learned this way so many people I would never have the chance to speak to or to write to!!! What we Fans of all kinds will do than??? This all will just die!!!
NeiNing
10 months, 1 week ago
Big corporations are behind this because they want more money. By blocking our freedom they seem to think they will gain more money but I don't understand how. There's no limit to people's greedy desires... But yeah, this would kill all fandom at least in EU.
Akelalua
10 months, 1 week ago
It's over! Everything is over!!! They say "Yes" to that stupid article 13. I still can't believe it.
NeiNing
10 months, 1 week ago
There's still hope. "Before existing copyright laws can be updated, however, the approved copyright law bill will now pass for approval to the European Commission, the EU's executive arm, and the leaders of the EU's 28-member states." I think that if those wont accept it, then it won't come true. There's also a chance that some changes need to be done. And it can take years before this law is ready to be taken in action so to say. I'm sure people will still fight against this Article 13.
Akelalua
10 months ago
I hope you are right. I already signed the petition to fight against this brainless Article. If I go down, I go down fighting!!!
NeiNing
10 months ago
Thank you <3
TinyWhiteOwl
11 months, 3 weeks ago
You know that I love all of your art but this is among your absolute best creations...
This is AMAZING!!!
I love the details, the coloring, the way that Raph looks (all crazy and manic) and how Leo knows that either he dies or his brother dies and I´m sure that he wish that he would die cause no matter what Raph has become.. Leo will always love his brother <3
xx
NeiNing
11 months, 3 weeks ago
Awwhh, oh you! <3 Thank you so much! I wouldn't say this is my best, or one of the best, arts but it's good :D
Leonardo is in tight situation here and he has to make a choice... Which is clear and painful one.

I might write either one shot or few chapters long fic based on this picture later :)
RainbowPup
11 months ago
The power reflected in this piece is without a doubt incredible!  I honestly can't stop staring at it!  Great work! :D
NeiNing
11 months ago
Oohh, thank you so very much! <3 That's one of the best compliment what an artist can get ^^
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