"I suppose by you are asking why I encouraged her to become her father's lover?" The vixen replies. "To be honest, I don't know what a 'normal childhood' is supposed to be. I certainly never had one. My daughter Taylor never had a much of a chance at a 'normal life'. I did what I did to give her the best life that I could manage for her. Yes, it was also to keep Lord Karl interested in me. But believe me, life with Lord Karl was better than rotting in a boarding school with no one to love her."
"Let me tell you what my life was like before I made that decision. My mom died giving birth to me. I never knew her at all. My father and my two older brothers raised me, and they started having sex with me on my tenth birthday. You know what? I loved every moment of it! But eventually dad had a condom failure, and he knocked me up. The police took me away from my family and stuck me in a 'home for wayward girls'. My baby didn't make it - I never even got to see her or name her. They took me to a hospital when something went wrong, and the next thing I knew some priest was trying to calm me down and telling me that I was no longer pregnant, and maybe it was all for the best, considering my age and that the child had no father."
"I was stuck in that damned reform school until I was sixteen. Lord Karl rescued me from that hell hole," Karla said. "He was so wonderful... He made love to me with a skill and passion that I had never experienced, and I fell in love with him, just like all his maids do, I guess. But a little more than two years later, I was pregnant again. Guess I forgot to take my birth control pills. Master Karl, couldn't acknowledge the child as his. He had become heir to the Count six months earlier, when his brother died."
"I was eighteen, had just barely finished high school, and my only job skills were as a maid and Mistress. He got me false identity papers as Karla Schwartzfeld, and I went to Germany to have the baby. He paid all the maternity bills, and offered to pay for my college tuition, but I had no clue what I wanted to major in. I suppose I should have put Taylor up for adoption, but after having lost my first baby, I just couldn't do it. But I couldn't be a good mom for her, either. I didn't know how, and didn't have the job skills to live a normal life. So I set her up in a boarding school in Sweden, with Master Karl still paying her bills, and I went back to my Master."
"I suppose that the school Taylor was in was better than the reform school I had been in. But it wasn't any sort of normal life. I visited her as often as I could, and kept up the fiction that her daddy was an airline pilot and I was a stewardess, and that was why I couldn't raise her myself." Karla said.
"If I had left her there, Taylor would have stayed at that boarding school until she was eighteen, and then maybe gone on to college. Maybe she would have found a nice guy and had a 'normal' life. But she wouldn't have had a normal childhood or a family to live with that loved her," Karla said. "You may not approve of me asking for her to be trained as a maid, and to be her father's lover. But I enjoyed mating with my own father, and by making her a maid she would get to live with me and with her father, not shut up in that boarding school until she was an adult. The last six years she got to know her real father, and to know his love and mine. She's found a career that she wants to pursue, as an actress. I don't regret the decision, and I don't think she does, either."
"I suppose by you are asking why I encouraged her to become her father's lover?" The vixen replies.
Karla, I understand now why you've done what you did with Taylor. It makes some sense in context, now knowing what's happened to you over the years. Thing is, I’ve got a few questions about the kits you’ve had since, and from what I’ve heard already in your response to nomercy745, I might not like what I’ll be reading later.
My questions are about Catherine, Jon and Jodi specifically.
Why are you attempting to seduce Karl into buggering Catherine at such a young age? Why not give her the choice?
Also, why did you try and lie about Jon and Jodi? You should have known that Hans would have found out even if he did not suspect it. Pup’s smart, I’ll give him that, but don’t underestimate paternal instinct. I personally think he figured it out long before he knew for certain.
//Note to Doggy: Would you like to have a story prompt that I think you could take into a very interesting direction?
Karla, I understand now why you've done what you did with Taylor. It makes some sense in context, n
"Let me answer about the twins first, and my lying to Hans," Karla said. "I told Karl and Redd the truth about who was the twins' father as soon as I knew I was pregnant. Master Karl immediately gave me a direct order not to tell Hans that the twins were his children. My Master didn't want Hans having to face the responsibility of being a parent while he was so young. He... also punished me in many ways for tricking Hans into impregnating me."
Karla sighed, and then said, "As far as the future of my other children goes, honestly, since I returned to Master Karl's maids, very little has changed in terms of my ability to be any sort of 'normal' mother. I still only have a high school education. I did get my pilot's license, but that is of limited use in getting a normal job. My roughly eighteen years of work experience is little more than being one of my master's Mistresses. My husband, Redd, knows how to be a driver and a mountain guide. Not very good qualifications for a dad trying to hold down any sort of normal job. And no job that either of us could get hired for would pay as well as what Lord Karl pays us. In addition to what he pays us, Master Karl has promised me that even if Catherine, Jan and Jodi do nothing with him sexually, that he will provide the funds for all of them - Taylor, Catherine, Jan and Jodi - to attend the college of their choice. So I could let them grow up believing, as they do now, that Redd Brushtail is their father. They could grow up thinking they are nothing more than the children of a rich man's chauffeur and maid. But then how will I explain to them why mommy and sometimes daddy leaves them at night to attend Master Karl? How 'normal' can it be for children to grow up thinking of their mother as some rich man's bed partner? To give them a 'normal' life, I would have to give them up and allow them to be adopted. And maybe I have a warped way of showing it, but I do love my children, and I do not want to give them up."
"Or I could do just as I did with Taylor. I could bring them into the heart of the secret lives that we lead, and let them see first hand why Lord Karl's maids all love him and are willing to serve him in any way - even and especially in his bed. Taylor loved the sexual attention from her daddy as much as I did. Ask her, if you don't believe me. Also, Taylor wasn't forced to do anything, and that would be true for any of my other kids as well. Regardless of when Master Karl is willing to start mating with them, if he does, then Catherine, Jan and Jodi will each be given a choice to participate or not. If they say they don't want to do it, then they won't have to do it. But at the very least, I do want them to know who their true fathers are, and to make that choice of intimately loving their parents, or not choosing to have that intimate experience."
"I suppose I am pushing pretty hard in Catherine's case. I'd rather she knew sooner rather than later that Lord Karl is her father. But all that I have suggested to my Master is that he consider starting her on oral sex. That won't damage her, the way that anal or vaginal sex might, at her age," Karla said. "I'm not going to try to claim I am only doing this for their sakes. Of course I have my own interests to consider as well. I'm thirty five, and well beyond the age of the girls that Lord Karl finds attractive. Taylor is probably not going to come back to daddy once she finishes school. She will either remain with Hans, or stay in America to follow her career as a porn actress. So if Catherine doesn't start soon with her daddy, where does that leave me? Redd is trying very hard to be a good husband, and we do care for each other. And Redd is a reasonably good lover. But it's Lord Karl who I most deeply love. If my Master stops summoning me, I... don't know how I could go on living."
"Let me answer about the twins first, and my lying to Hans," Karla said. "I told Karl and Redd the t
Pretend that your second paragraph is quoted here.
Maybe I’m just the type of person who can think of things in a different manner. You’ve got eighteen years of work experience as a maid, a pilot’s license, a husband who knows how to drive and navigate mountains. Sounds to me that the two of you could easily run a high-end mountain resort. One with an airport nearby.
Regarding the times when Karl summons either you and/or Redd, you could simply explain that you are going into town for the night and will return in the morning. Yes, that’s a lie, but it’s a believable one. No, it’s not ‘normal’ to be a rich man’s partner in bed. It could be, for rich folks, but certainly not common foxes like yourselves. Your kits don’t need to know who their real fathers are, as long as they accept Redd as their father, and that when they interact with their real fathers, they make no indication of their paternal link. Same goes for Taylor when she interacts with her sister and her, um... half siblings? Cousins first removed? (Family relations are difficult, especially polyamorous ones!)
Pretend that your third paragraph is quoted here.
You could do as you did with Taylor and give your younger kits the choice. I know without having to ask Taylor herself that she’s plenty happy with her decisions, although I question a few of them myself, but that’s for when I get an opportunity to ask her directly.
As for letting your kits know who their real fathers are, I would leave that decision up to Karl and Hans respectively to decide. Especially the twins. Leave that decision to Hans. I can almost guarantee that he and Karl will discuss that topic in depth before either of them make any kind of decision.
Again, imaginary forth paragraph quote.
Okay, so you’re three times the age of girls that Karl finds attractive. So what? He still loves you as he loves every single maid who has shared his bed. I understand that he is the stability in your life that you’ve never had. Perhaps it’s time that you understand that sex is only an expression of love. Love does not necessarily imply sex.
Your questions regarding your kit’s futures shouldn’t concern you now. Think of yourself now. Don't worry about your kits or their future. You've known Karl for how long now? Don't you trust him?
High end mountain resort. You and Redd. Give it some thought.
Pretend that your second paragraph is quoted here. Maybe I’m just the type of person who can think
Doggy responds: I have to reply here, because Karla is incapable of acknowledging some of what I am about to say about her. The idea of Redd and Karla opening a mountain resort and taking Catherine, Jan and Jodi with them is intriguing. I have actually tried, and failed, on several occasions to come up with a good way for Karla to gracefully exit Karl von Bernerholdt's household. The largest barrier has been that Karla suffers from an extreme co-dependent personality disorder. She would need extensive psychotherapy to leave Karl.
Karla's father tried to be a good single dad, but he couldn't help but resent that Karla's birth took his beloved wife from him, and for the first ten years of her life Karla was aware that it was somehow 'her fault' that she and her brothers had no mom. Dad didn't berate her over it or treat her badly, but the fact was there that her mom died because of complications in Karla's birthing. Karla grew up to look like almost a reincarnation of her mother. Same pretty face and eyes, same color hair, same fur markings. Her dad didn't want to seek another wife, but eventually he succumbed to temptation and had Karla take his wife's place in his bed. Karla loved being the center of attention and giving and receiving pleasure with her relatives. She grew to measure a lot of her own self worth by the sexual attentions she received from her dad and her brothers, and her ability to please them. In short, she became co-dependent on her male relatives. So she was absolutely miserable when she was taken from her family and locked away in the reform school, bereft of her three lovers and forced to remain chaste. She felt completely worthless and unloved while she was there - knowing that if she could get back to daddy her life could be happy again, but also knowing she didn't dare try to run away and go back to daddy, because the police would come after her, and maybe this time put daddy in jail. When Karl rescued her from the reform school, she latched on to him as a substitute for her father/lover, and as someone who is co-dependent, she measures much of her self worth and happiness by her ability to please her Master, Karl. Redd is growing to have a place in her heart, but it would take some major event, or intense therapy, for her to let go of Karl.
Doggy responds: I have to reply here, because Karla is incapable of acknowledging some of what I am
Doggy adds : Oh, and by the way, I do realize that Karla is one of the most controversial characters in the series, and one whose actions and choices many people would not agree with. Soggy, if you want to PM me a story suggestion, feel free. But I have most of the course laid out now, and any changes would need to be consistent with the past actions of the characters.
Doggy adds : Oh, and by the way, I do realize that Karla is one of the most controversial characters
I got one question. With knowing how Hans, Karl, and Redd reacted to you getting knocked up by Hans. would you go back in time if you could and make sure he never knocked you up?
I got one question. With knowing how Hans, Karl, and Redd reacted to you getting knocked up by Hans.
Karla heaves a big sigh, and says, "Yes. Tricking Hans into impregnating me was a tremendously impulsive and stupid thing for me to have done, and I realize now that I should not have done it. Master Karl was very angry at me, and would have been well within his rights to fire me on the spot. I could have screwed up Redd's life as well as my own, not to mention the situation I put Master Hans and Master Karl into. Now that I have the twins, I wouldn't want to give them up. But I suppose that if I could change history and prevent my past self from making that particular stupid mistake, then yes, I would not have done that to my Masters."
"What I should have done, if I did anything at all, would have been to ask my Masters if they would permit me to bear another child for them, with either Master Hans of Master Karl as the father. If it happened at all, it should have been their choice to make me pregnant, after I offered to bear another child for them."
"The twins will, I hope, be the last child I will ever bear for either Master Karl or Master Hans. I want to try to give Redd a baby he can know is really his own child, and then I intend to get myself sterilized, so I can't have another accidental pregnancy."
Karla heaves a big sigh, and says, "Yes. Tricking Hans into impregnating me was a tremendously impul
