I no longer believe in myself. I no longer feel that I can improve. These past few years my art has just gotten progressively worse.
I have done nothing of notoriety here, except lie to someone I am a fan of and make promises I couldn't keep in the end.
I have no place here. My artwork represents the worst side of the term "artist". I mooch off of other peoples' styles and I'm not even good at that.
I don't know what to do or where to go now. I feel worthless because this is the one thing I've trained most of my life to do and now I'm stuck and going downhill.
I can't ask anyone anything because I'm afraid I'll get yelled at and they'll end up hating me. I'm an almost twenty-year-old who's sitting here crying because I don't know what to do.
Am I giving up? I don't know. I feel like if I had the balls to do so I would have already.
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16 Aug 2017 00:11 CEST
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