WARNING: (The Slicke-man's not too happy and might've said something he'll regret later on.)
So yeah, I'm pretty terrible with friends.
Not just making friends; finding them, talking to them, and giving them stuff.
I'm severely strict to whom I consider a friend. I don't know about anyone else, but I do a thing where if I add you to a Steam friend list, then bam; I consider you a friend. But recently, I've come to reconsider most of whom I considered friends. I've had one guy who I would talk to all the time; almost everyday. But now, after months past, we barely talk as much as we use to. Hell, we haven't talked in months. He was always the one contacting me first, and I was always happy to talk. But when I ever contact him first, he always seemed uninterested, not in the mood to talk, or coincidentally, just about to head to bed.
Because of this trend, I've come to think, how exactly did we resonate with each other? We didn't have much in common, he never wanted to do anything fun with me, and we barely have many subjects to talk about. I could barely come up with any reason to talk with him. All this time I though he was friend just because we talked alot and that's it. And this didn't happen with just him, it happened with others as well.
I also can't even give gifts to them that they would give a shit about. I made one picture for a guy and all he did was complain about it until a called him out on it and I bought a game for someone else that they didn't even try out until it was free on Steam. So yeah, waste of money and time.
There are a lot of you that I would very much like be close friends with. But I just don't want the same thing to happen where we talk for a while, I come to realize that we possibly have nothing in common, and I just wish we never talked at all. It's gotten to a point where I just stopped trying to reach out to other and be social. I can't even be close friends with an artist for fuck sake; which is extremely depressing for me!
So right now, I'm going to clean out my friends list on Skype and Steam (not everyone). If we haven't talked in a while, or I don't feel like we resonate as friends, I'm cutting contacts with you. I'm sick and fucking tired of seeing your name pop up on the feed, only to wish that you would talk or want to do something; because Lord knows I can't contact people at a good time.
Some of you might call this a bit hasty...but I don't care at this point.
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03 Oct 2016 04:04 CEST
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