Ok, this has been the first time I have made this journal since leaving IB a month ago. Well, I'm going to explain on why I have left IB
Well, mostly for the past year, things has been getting way out of control with my life, and my reputation has been completely destroyed. I didn't really want to suffer anymore pain and misery from FA and IB so I have decided to quit both sites to spare my reputation. I feel like I have been pissing a bunch of people off for the past couple of years about artwork, my attitude, and a bunch of other things, mostly because of my self-centerness. So, in a way, my self-centerness has really got to the best of me on FA and IB, plus with money problems, that is pretty much a deadly mix on FA and IB.
About what I mentioned above, the reason behind my self-centerness, it's mostly because when I was young, no one really wanted to give a damn about me, never choose me to be a part of any of their groups and all of that, so after that point, I decided to say "screw everyone" and I have been a self-centered person since then, and it is hard to break your self-centerness, so that's why when you seen my favorites why most of them involve my characters, and why I blow steam at others if they are filled or not doing anymore commissions.
But before you ask, will I ever return to FA and IB in the future? I hate to say, that is highly unlikely I will ever return to FA and IB, the only way I may return is if there is somekind of a miracle that has happened that has caused me to return, that is if I manage to get a ton of money with no issues, and that is likely never going to happen. So you really not going to see me ever coming back onto FA and IB anytime sooner or later.
But not to worry, I am not giving up art at all because I will still be on my DeviantART account (http://igorbird122.deviantart.com/) still uploading artwork onto there, but note, it will be clean, non-BSDM, & non-vore artworks. Well, it will mostly be Pokemon artwork. I don't think I will be drawing my 2 OCs (Igor and Haidrun) anytime soon, maybe around my 5-year anniversary on DA in July/August.
So, all and all, you won't see a return of this user on FA nor IB anytime in the future. So, this is my final goodbyes from FA and IB. Some of you users that are my good friends have been there for me and it was nice and I will definitely miss you all that has supported me for all these years on FA and IB since I started FA in 2011 and IB in 2012. Thank you all,
