Life has been pretty hard this past year and it has me thinking a lot.
I try to keep my chin up and keep pushing onward but things keep pushing back and pressing down like a hydraulic press. Some of my personal Relationships have been a bit strained lately too. I keep coming back to art and music to help feel better yet have little drive to work on my own projects and drawings anymore. It just seems every where I turn in reality is alienating and Doesn’t get the stress or me as a person. That even more true in my day to day life people in my day to day living situation don’t get the fact I have autism anxiety and ocd and am socially awkward like super awkward sometimes I don’t always get social cues and they expect me to change who I am fundamentally at my core. I tell them I shouldn’t have to change to meet expectations but they always expect it and I feel they look at me as if I’m stupid.
My family always has my back but im physically far away from them opposite Side of the country distance wise
It’s just been so exhausting lately. I need a friend. I need comfort and reassurance. I need respect and peace of mind
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20 Jan 2026 13:15 CET
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