So yeah, the last few weeks have been very eventful, and there has been way too much going on. I honestly think that the only way moving forward is to basically start fresh. I have had a lot on my mind, and there have been way too many things going on. From here on out, I think my journey will be one mostly of a personal nature. I do not think that certain things can be sustained any longer, it is taking too much of a toll on my mind and health. I would like to focus more on things that I enjoy, and things that I have been wanting to enjoy as well. I felt like I never had the time to do so, and I wished that I did at the time. I don’t really know what the future will hold, but I will, of course keep with everyone that is close to me. That will never change, but I do think that altering the stress and anxiety is a big thing. I haven’t felt truly. “well” in a very long time, and I think I owe it to myself to start feeling that way for once. Ever since my father passed, I have stopped going to the gym and I need to change that. My diet also has to change very drastically, and I do not think that stress eating is very helpful for me at all. I need to make some very big changes and I think in the long run it will help a lot. Again I reference one of my favorite fearless motivation videos here.
