Why yes, hello! Long time no see! So I have a few things, and first of all an apology.
I'm very sorry for just dropping out of the face of the Earth.
I'm someone who doesn't do well with attention, whether it's good or bad; it's just scary to be seen!
And here I've gotten more support than ever, and that was incredibly overwhelming.
Not trying to sound ungrateful ofcourse! In fact, I'm INCREDIBLY grateful! I never intended or even hoped that this many would read and enjoy this silly, rapey, amateurish comic of mine. I really do want to genuinely thank you all <3
It just sucks that I'm such a chronic recluse that gets overwhelmed by attention, and that's nobody's fault other than my own ;w;
Is it my c-ptsd-brain trying to protect me because I learned early that attention = bad and praise = wrong, so it makes me adverse to contact? Am I introverted to the point that even simple online interaction drains me? Is it something else, something that has yet to be properly diagnosed, that makes me want to avoid the public's gaze? Maybe it's a little bit of everything? I honestly have no idea!
But what I do know is that just peacing out when things become overwhelming is a very bad, bordering on destructive, habit I have, and it's 100% the wrong way to deal with things.
I'm terribly sorry to have worried some people. I can't promise any increased activity from now on, but I felt that I at least have to make a psa because I've been told that people have tried to reach out and wonder about me. And it is hella touching and makes me feel horrible for just skedaddling ;w;
And for what I suspect most of you care about:
Stoneheart.
The comic isn't dead, despite all the signs pointing to otherwise! It's... hibernating x'3
I didn't intend for the hiatus to go on for this long, but I've met with a bit of a mental roadblock. To summarize, the pages I'm currently working on features pretty much nothing but my weakest artistic points; a training montage at a lack for better, less spoilery terms.
And as such, combined with a general fatigue from the pretty stressful living situation we're currently in (not gonna get into that though because then this will just become a vent blog lmao) and a concern since my art style has gone through some changes since last page and i really don't wanna whiplash people in the middle of a chapter with a sudden style change; all in all I'm currently struggling with the comic artistically.
But I reiterate, it's still very much alive, it is my baby that I literally carried in my womb for nine months and then went through 48 hours of labor to get out on god, and it will continue once I'm over being a little bitch about everything :3
TL:DR I'm just an overwhelmed pussy with art block and horrible coping skills~
I'm once again sorry for vaporizing when things pile up. I'm really so very grateful to people, even if there's a terrifyingly large amount of you <3
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