So, i started doing and i was doing 1 commish a day, and i kept going like it was nothing
They were coming in slow at first and i kept pace well because of it, and i know i needed to restore my monetary so i kept taking, at least the ideas
Then i felt a pall over me even when i was excited to talk about ideas with people, like i felt like i was getting behind
And i think i realized, as excited as i was to talk ideas and get commishes, it was also stressful because it started to create more and more of a backlist of waiting people
And i suddenly got disappointed in myself? But i came to better and just keep pace and ill get to the waiting people eventually
This said though, it may happen again, so for the better of my being and mental hopefully, im closing commishes again for now
Anyone that talked to me prior to this journal is still in, and following it, anyone that wants a commish, PLEASE still let me know if you have interest in the comments, i will look back at this and ask when i dim the backlog a little
Im only one person, i still need to treat myself better and not like an art machine hellbent on pleasing everyone, even for the sake of happy pictures people enjoy, its not worth overloading myself, but im slowly getting better at it as i go i think?
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