So....there's really no way around saying this....
Last week on Wednesday my father passed away. I won't go into detail here about it, but...I feel as part of the healing process I need to journal my thoughts.
I realize that it will be a very big change and honestly I think it'll be a very VERY VERY big adjustment.
Of course it will be different and my mother and I will move on. Yes we will feel numb, sad, find difficult times.
However, I want to change my life.
I want to go back to my routine of working out in the mornings. I want to continue to progress and stop gaining weight
I need to go back to the keto diet and my workout routines.
I feel like I made huge strides in my life when I kept up with the 10,000 step routine.
I will have to continue going to the gym, and either do my steps there or do them in the morning. I don't really know what I feel I should do in that regard as of yet.
I am getting very bored of most video games and habits. I need to find new ones to play. I have gone way overboard on Laundry Store Simulator but yeah.
I just really enjoy the same similar things from time to time. It's probably why I've made 25 episodes of Laundry Store Simulator!
In any case though, I need to keep up with my diet and workout!
I can do this, and I will do this in my dad's memory <3
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