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update

since the last journal things got bad enough that my family did an intervention. now theyre paying me therapy and a psychiatrist and all the medication i apparently needed (60mg of prozac everyday), as well as forcing me to go out and get sun and see people every week.

well its working, so thats nice. im drawing again, a little bit each day in order to build back the habit. since my self-expectations and self-criticism about art are one of the things they say contribute to this im gonna start adressing it by posting more (namely posting my quick doodles on the scraps folder, until i have more polished art to upload).

thank you for the kind words about the previous journal, and to the people that reached out to help me. and once again i apologize for posting personal drama.
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Added: 2 weeks, 1 day ago
 
Ultilix
2 weeks, 1 day ago
never forget that youre cool, awesome, loved, and cared about
Lemontyne
2 weeks, 1 day ago
That's wonderful to hear that it's helping ya ^_^

Nothing wrong with an occassional vent journal, even if personal, sometimes you just need to get the steam out of your system and could use a friendly ear from someone, sometimes almost anyone, to just listen and know you are being heard
Keep taking care, it's great to see ya feeling a bit better

EclypseSkunk
2 weeks, 1 day ago
I'm glad to hear things are taking a turn for the better, and hope they continue in that direction ^^
Gelemar
2 weeks, 1 day ago
I somehow missed your previous journal and I'm sorry that you had been going through all of that. Everything you said was valid and I'm happy to hear people have been around to help you. There's a lot of and going on right now. That said there are certainly things to be happy about, and you are an absolutely incredible artist and I just wanted you to know that. I'm really happy that you've been finding some positivity and are starting to get better .
SirPawsies
2 weeks, 1 day ago
Its wonderful hearing that things are feeling better! Take it one step at a time and know there's people there for you =w=♥

Please take good care of yourself!
YellowSnowlep
2 weeks, 1 day ago
I struggle with bouts of it too, depression can really suck. Also I have been doing more quick sketchy stuff and posting to StellarFur since it's better than here and has a community focus rather than just image viewing focus.
MomartikPSITIME
2 weeks, 1 day ago
Honestly it's good to see you're feeling better again, tho be careful they don't start telling you topics you draw are bad and reasons you're feeling bad because content is sick like cub/sholi content :/
UnwaryRook28
2 weeks, 1 day ago
If you’ll be drawing again, will you also be opening up commissions again soon?
Other than that, it’s good to know that your situation is now on the road to recovery.😎👍
OllieTheMouse
2 weeks, 1 day ago
Good luck to you! I'm very happy to hear that things have taken a turn for the better 💕💕
VinMcGrey
2 weeks, 1 day ago
It's great to hear that your mental health and positive habits have been improving overall
Polygon5
2 weeks, 1 day ago
Good on you man! Do what makes you feel good.
CriticalPanda
2 weeks ago
I’m happy that you’ve gotten help and things are getting better. Remember to always to take care of yourself first before focusing on other things.
Elreytilin84
2 weeks ago
Stay safe, mano!
Hexstream
2 weeks ago
Happy to see your morale is improving!

Your primary internal problem seems to be your self-perception.
You need to realize you are EXTREMELY AWESOME!!!

Your primary external problem is of course the stupid censorship shit,
you must not underestimate the operational and emotional impact
of losing 15k+ followers on tumblr and later 15k+ followers on twitter...

Honestly, if that hadn't happened you would probably be at 100k+ followers now...

We'll make sure the next time you rise up again will be uncensorable...
I think your happiest days are yet ahead, and I'm eager to help make it happen!
DDDAfterDark
2 weeks ago
I hope things continue to improve for you, I've always liked your work and would hate to see you give up on it all.
Zac0
1 day, 7 hrs ago
Espero que esteja tudo indo bem por ai : 3
uma vez eu vi que você tinha uma conta no itchio, você ainda usa ela?(tipo, se tem algum jogo ou algo assim :V) (KAKA achei)
Zac0
1 day, 7 hrs ago
LoL, sem querer mandei mais de uma mensagem, não sei como.

KAKAKAK
Zac0
1 day, 7 hrs ago
K, e foi meio que uma surpresa ver que você toma fluoxetina

Eu tambem : D

assim, não a mesma dosagem, pois eu tomo poco.
alem de respiridona e ritalina
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