I don't know where to begin but the TLDR is I'm getting worse. Whatever it is that is wrong with my hands shows no signs of letting up. The pain is unbearable some days and makes doing anything an insane chore. Thank the divine for speech to text, although it's still getting used to my accent LMAO. I got diagnosed with hemiballismus which is wonderfully unrelated to my hands being messed up, so it's just a whole new thing that I have to deal with on top of everything else. Cause why not right?
I've been going to like a million different doctors just trying to see if anyone could figure out what's wrong. Seeing the top neurologist in the country/region currently, and he has a treatment plan for me, but so far nothing has worked. He told me if this doesn't work, I need to go to the Vatican and pray for God to deliver me from this sickness. He's not a religious man. It was polite doctor talk for "You're probably fucked".
These doctors aren't cheap, and I have already exhausted all of my savings and I'm not sure what other options I have but to set up a GoFundMe in the hopes that I can get enough to potentially travel to the US or elsewhere for treatment. I can't describe how much I hate coming on here to beg but I really don't know what else I can do at the moment. I like being the one people rely on, so it's taking its toll on me trying to be okay with having to rely on help from people. I'm trying my best not to lose hope, but I can't describe how much of a toll this thing has been taking on me. My life has pretty much been on pause since April 2023, not to mention the art I owe since then. I honestly don't know if or when I'll get better, but I need it to come ASAP.
But anyway. Hopefully this GoFundMe would help put my mind at ease so at least I'm not wondering how I'm surviving every month (or get me to the Vatican :upside_down_smiley_face:). Hopefully I will be back soon friends, thanks for always coming to my rescue, and to everyone still waiting very patiently for their commissions, thank you very much for your continued support and understanding.
I'm with you friend, I will try to help with what I can, and don't worry of the draws, for now is primordial you to heal those cute paws, we need our domzy womsee to be oki, so send you my best wishes and hope you can find someone that can help you
I'm with you friend, I will try to help with what I can, and don't worry of the draws, for now is pr
Damn it, sorry to hear, man... So many good artists fallen ill lately, it's insane! Wish you all the best, will send you some $ when you open your GFM. *hugs*
Also, my brother had a constant pain in his leg, went through alot of docs, from surgeons to neurologists, but only one found what's possibly was wrong with him. It's a case on the verge of neuro-surgeon speciality - his leg sent a pain signal from inside the bone and it glitched, so now that pain signal is in a constant loop and only thing that was advised - weed. Cuz all other pain killers quickly quit working, he got used to them. Maybe you have something similar? I hope you'll get better tho.
Damn it, sorry to hear, man... So many good artists fallen ill lately, it's insane! Wish you all the
All I can really do here is wish you the best and hope that they can figure out a cause here. But very much doing that right now. May something smile upon you and give you some hope here!
All I can really do here is wish you the best and hope that they can figure out a cause here. But ve
Jeez man... That's so freaking rough. Not much I can do but I'll definitely spread the word for you. That sucks so bad. Hopefully my voice can reach someone that can aid.
Jeez man... That's so freaking rough. Not much I can do but I'll definitely spread the word for you.
Sadly not much I can do to help, but I'll at least give a word of caution. Once you do get the money together to seek help abroad, look somewhere(anywhere) other than the US for treatment options, doesn't matter if you do everything 'the right way' to enter the country, there's still every likelihood they'll lock you up for months without so much as a thought.
I hate saying that, but I've been seeing way too many news stories about foreigners with perfectly valid passports, or immigrants with completely valid visas, arriving to the US through absolutely legal means, and getting snatched up and thrown in detention centers without even the chance to contact a lawyer, and being given very little chance to contact anyone outside to try and help sort the issue out.
So please, please, look to anywhere other than the US, the current risks of coming here from elsewhere just aren't worth it.
Sadly not much I can do to help, but I'll at least give a word of caution. Once you do get the money
Seriously through they cant find ANYTHING?! And you're in that much pain? DX I hope that changes either the pain goes away or you at least figure out what the hell is wrong.
jesus man... thats horrible DX Seriously through they cant find ANYTHING?! And you're in that mu
Are you diabetic by any chance? It kinda sounds like diabetic nerve damage, you can do a blood test and check your A1C, to find out if its causing any problems.
Are you diabetic by any chance? It kinda sounds like diabetic nerve damage, you can do a blood test
I was getting random pain in my fingers for no reason which turned out to be plain old carpal tunnel syndrome (narrowing of the place in the wrist all the nerves go through). I'm just wearing a brace to keep it straight while using the computer and sleeping since surgery doesn't seem very appealing to me right now. Very common and fast surgery though.
I was getting random pain in my fingers for no reason which turned out to be plain old carpal tunnel
This is sad i can't donate anything to you because leader of my state gone crazy and start war with other state and now my state under sanctions. I hope you will find help in another country and everything will be okay, stay strong. I like Gabz so much, she is very cute, she makes me happy.
This is sad i can't donate anything to you because leader of my state gone crazy and start war with
