Hi everyone, it's been a while. I am still recovering from 2022 and the pandemic. I lost everything when my fiance traded all we had together for meth and alcohol. My emotional, mental, physical, and financial state of being was completely destroyed.
It's absolutely been a struggle, but I'm taking it all back. I miss my family in the fandom. 💓
I want to give all my love to my bun, Flapjack, who gave me a place to stay, and all the unconditional love and support that is a staple in our fandom. He's brought back so much genuine happiness into my life. I am so grateful for all he has done to help me smile again. 💞
I want to give all my gratitude and thanks to everyone who helped me - from words of encouragement, to being there in person, to sending me financial support - it has all blown my mind. I've always witnessed our fandom helping others without hesitation, I never thought I would be on the receiving end, and it truly makes ALL THE DIFFERENCE ❤️
I've been giving a lot of thought to how I want to do 2025, and I really want to take back control on EVERYTHING. I want this to be the last time I bring up my late-fiance and what he did.
I'm going to take back my social, mental, physical, and sexual wellness and finally ditch the past 8 years of emotional baggage and move forward and enjoy life.
I'm going to stop worrying about what my religious family and relatives might think about me.
I need to be more responsible about my health / diabetes / aging and get back to the doctors on a regular schedule, get a physical, get checked for cancers, despite how much I don wanna.
I want to make anxiety and claustrophobia my bitch and get control of my subconscious and anger.
I want to go to more events in the fandom, including puppy play again.
Absolutely one day at a time, one step at a time. I feel that mental and emotional health is something you have to fight with all you have for. Going into this new year with the mantra of "Go forth and kick ass" has really made a positive difference for me. <3
Absolutely one day at a time, one step at a time. I feel that mental and emotional health is somethi
Thank you so much HDL. <3 So far this year has been wonderful because I've been taking steps to getting my life back. I feel so grateful for all the support, our family in the fandom is the best. <3
Thank you so much HDL. <3 So far this year has been wonderful because I've been taking steps to gett
