I don't really know nor do I remember how I got here? I remember i kept getting up from my room to use the toilet every 30 secs to a min. I know i was on my chemo pump and had the start of what was the chemo runs. That was Monday afternoon to late night, it's now Thursday night into early Friday morning, say midnight Friday morning. I'm in a situation where I have no memory of what happened. Had severe dehydration among other things. I was found on the floor unresponsive. I apparently had hit my head on our bathroom sink on the way down. I have a head injury now. I'm assuming minor in damage, because I can use my phone among other things. I remember my name, and the basic stuff they ask you. I have a hard time walking on my own , but I can move on my own with assistance. Don't know how long I'll be in here? I already lost 4 days, it remember going Monday morning for treatment, and coming home feeling terrible and just wanted to go to sleep that afternoon. I remember constantly getting out of bed to use the bathroom for a few hours. Then I got up once, I remember the bathroom light, then just waking up in a hospital room. That's a scary thing! I have no god damn memory of the last 3 days!
I'm at the point I no longer want chemotherapy! Just to say fuck it and let it take me! But that would be devastating on my parents and family. While I'm here I guess I'll talk with someone about this.
Love u guys FLUFFS87 signing off for now.
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