Not going through personal hardships or financial anything. Life is fine for me at the moment. And no this has nothing to do with the Telegram CEO getting arrested in France, nor is it a fear of cancellation. Just wanna start with that.
I'm taking a step back in public affiliation in the cub scene. Substar is gonna get hella downsized and turned into a tip jar. The only real benefit to it now is just HD versions of what I post publicly. Gone is the time of early art and trying to keep up with posts, because I just can't do it anymore..
My passion towards art is high, although it's pretty clear I can get easily replaced nor am I in any way unique in this field. Artists like Xennos and Zaush are incredible at keeping up with the community and are naturals at pioneering their interests. My interest in cub is more or less forced onto myself. I love the cuties but in reality I hate drawing. With the exception of a view pieces everything I've done has been a struggle and incredibly annoying to deal with. You've might have noticed this because most of my art is inconsistent and all over the place. Proportions are off, heads are massive, shading is off, etc.
I'm not a natural drawn artist nor do I have a passion to become one. I learnt a lot doing this and am still learning but now it just seems forced to me. Having to draw simply because I grown a following and I feel a need to deliver content. While I'm almost always happy with the result, the process of getting there makes me wanna quit every time.
I'm gonna revert to when I didn't have any responsibility towards art, no time limits, no upkeeps. Just pure hobby.
The discord will formerly get shut down. Substar is just an HD version of my Inkbunny. The tiers will get downgraded to a $5 and $10 tier only, for those who wanna support or just give thanks. And I will release any art on IB as soon as I finish it, albeit a lower resolution. I make it in my own timeframe, be it every day, or once a week, or maybe a month or two.
Comms are gonna close permanently unless i state otherwise, my Telegram will remain open for anyone who wants to chat. Telegram and PM's on Inkbunny are the only ways to get in contact with me.
The Slootville Chat on Telegram will remain open and I will get another mod to help out. I can't quit Slootville because of the large amount of people who use it to connect and the last thing I wanna do is betray them.
For me, I'm just gonna focus on art when I feel like it. No comparisons to another artist, nore keeping an eye on the community. Just gonna post here, and goodbye.. I'm sorry I love all of you but I just can't keep telling myself that it's worth it.
~Take Care
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