Hi people. Maybe you recently notice I am posting a bit slow the pictures and else.
Well I am passing for a lot of things right now caused me a lot of stress... and I am messed up.
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The first thing is, with my family we rescued 4 cats from the roofs of my neighborhood: 3 kitties and the mom.
There passed around 2 weeks and finally we found for they today a new home for 2 kitties and the mom, however we couldn´t put one of the kitties, because all were ferals, wild, whatever, and catch all was painful. So the kitty left probably will live with us.
The second thing, and is about cats too. In home we already have 5 cats, but were not agree with the visitors, so one is thinking on left the house, and well, I dont want because one of those is favorite of my sister. So the next week workers will modify a part of the house for prevent the cats escape... or others come. In the same time, another of our cats felt bad, and we sended her with the veterinarian for take a look. Well she needed a surgery... but the result was not good. The veterinarian is infected by bad cells on all her stomach, so maybe on the future she will generate leusemia and live few time. So I am caring her with my family and trying to make for this kitty the best days for her.
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The third thing and is probably the most important. I don´t wanted to talk about it but I think is important to everybody need to know.
I have time fighting with an issue on my eyes. All started on 2022 but this year is getting worse. Lately I can see a weird colorful purple halo on my right eye and this obscure my line vision. So I went with a doctor for see what is going on and well, the result is not good either.
I have glaucoma and I think is very advanced, and is not helping me the point about my myopia and astigmatism are advanced too. Exist the posibility about I will end blind, but I dont know when. I feel I am running of time, on some moments the vision looks like is getting good, but sometimes don´t. I am starting to use drops for reduce the tension on my eye (but are very painful to use) and change the habits for try to save my eyes, and one of those changes is I decided draw less, and probably I will start to use AI for help me to draw more faster without force my eyes too much. So no comissions for now, no trades, nothing of stress... I cannot even carry things more heavy than 10 kilograms. My situation is... not good.
In case I end blind I am putting all my galleries and pictures on patreon as zip packs, and all the money is collected there will be for my medicines or for my family if something force me stop to draw.
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And well, all this thing and else passed this month. I am so tired and exausted. There are other points I omited by ran of time, but I think those are the more important you needed to know.
And that´s all, I wanted to share this with you. I wish you the best and I am sorry if I cannot draw as before. My plans, ideas and even dreams have been cut in half. But life is life, and well, I need continue living... as I can.
See you and take care.
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