(I guess this could be considered being hateful towards criminals and bigots... but last I checked: They're not exactly a protected group... well, outside of FA, HF and whatnot.)
Watching some of the BINGO themed youtube videos... did remind me of back in the day: When the criminal cabal created a literal bingo board for me, as I was wiping the floor with criminals so effortlessly and systematically, that they HAD to step up their misinformation and mudslinging campaigns. And most were the usual stupid things you'd expect. Like "She doesn't believe in alternative facts!", "Claims lying is dishonest" or "RUDELY disregarding with artists false opinion." and overall just, dumb shit you'd see from people arguing for things that are demonstrably incorrect. (Or trying to deny history)
Looking back at it over the years... what really got me is how widespread this is ... everywhere.
The main things I've realized is that: The criminal cabal? Yeah, that wasn't made for me. I was just added to it. Merely the next target of their attacks and harassment. Sure, they have stuck to me like glue for over a decade, stalking me and all that. But, at the end of the day: I'm just another whistleblower. Like any political enemy, I'm "the other".
And, having had time to watch how things have gone the past 20, but especially 10 years... This is just... systemic. Sure, it's "JUST internet porn" or whatever. But, it uses the EXACT same tactic and methods as the war crimes cover up, or that political hit job or what have you. Like, with the whole era of "fake news". Yeah... that always was there.
Like, the time I was "challenged" by ~10 of the most famous popufurs at the time to a "pussy drawing contest" and I... kicked their asses. Just, utterly DEMOLISHED them. As... only 2 showed up, the rest thinking I would be too scared. Very classic "throw your weight around" intimidation. But... I didn't. Instead massively humiliated them. And the two that showed up? Expected me to grovel. And... were just floored that I actually drew pussies. Just standing slack jawed. And, I expected a David vs Goliath situation. Instead, I was met with a whole "RUDE evil little girl wipes the floor with 10 grown men! NO RESPECT for her elders!" type deal. And I was mocked with my new title of "vagina expert/mistress". As: WHAT kind of psycho knows Nasa level shit like: What way is up on a pussy? Or: That women DON'T pee out of their vagina? And that was a whole ordeal where I was openly mocked for being such a NEEEERD.
And, again: Same shit in real life. They discredit "the doctors" or whatever, and encourage people to eat horse paste instead. Lots of common sense shit, being listed as unobtainable knowledge. I mean... its a recurring joke at this point that most people in political power failed first grade biology and barely knows what the fuck "the interwebs" is. And if someone DOES know: Then, that person CLEARLY intends to harm them or some shit.
Looking back at the bingo card... it has become a much bigger "Holup..." moment. As... why were things like "Finding that artists secret underage porn account" or "Exposing that artist stealing thousands of dollars from their fans" just slapped in there casually as things that just... ALL artists have? And, I was treated the same as any whistle-blower. "Just a nag". Like, most of the bingo was just littered with crimes treated all casually. With some "Wamen, amirite?" thrown in there for good measure. And... it flows perfectly into the whole "Crime is JUST a business model!". As, hey: Who HASN'T made a fake kickstater, stole $4000, ran off and then went back to normal as if nothing happened?
And... I saw that A LOT. Like, how the MLP fandom up until... 2019 I think? Had a 100 % fraud rate on 18+ art packs featuring females. Like, just, ALL of them lied about the content in some way, shape or form. Be it less pictures than promised, the wrong pictures, or it was censored, and you had to pay extra for a "deluxe edition" that was released after a few days. And people were GENUINELY convinced that: Yeah, ALL of them are scams. But: That's not an issue, it's just how the online market is! And, we have seen the same with the gaming landscape. People get promised a game with bells and whistles, and get a buggy clusterfuck of a mess instead. And most just... "Eh, what can you do?". Same with A LOT of services.
And they obfuscate and deflect the same ways too. Like, a huge tragedy happened? But, it could be prevented from happening again? "It's TOO SOON to talk about it! THINK of the victims families!", repeat that around 10 times, then slap on a "Oh, that was AGES ago, LET IT GO! It's old news!". Leaving NO TIME to actually address the issue. Same in case of fraud. "It's too soon, they might add it next patch!" or whatever, rinse, repeat until. "God, are you STILL on that? Just let it go already!". You just... CAN'T win.
I do find it weird how they still obsess about their reputation... as I've come to realized that doesn't matter a SINGLE fuck. Despite that they are scared shitless of me and other whistle-blowers... the ONLY people that the truth affect: Are the ones that aren't cool-aid deep into something. AND: That also don't just automatically side with whomever is the most famous. As, that's for some reason also a deeply ingrained thing. But, regardless: As we have seen time and again: There's simply NOTHING that can turn people away from certain people, groups or companies.
That said, the fact I hold dozens of world records, is highly amusing to me. As: When lazy hacks or criminals brag about their shit: That is EARNED. If I mention any of mine: I'm a JEALOUS HATER or "full of myself". Their attitude is very telling tbh xP It's very in line with similar types as well. "Rules for thee, not for me". As, we often see. It does puzzle me somewhat that these people care about their public perception. Just as we see with real things as mentioned in the prior segment: They simply can't do anything to make their fanbase dislike them. But they still VERY much get angry if they are exposed. As, you're NOT supposed to make THEM look bad. Sure, everything is true. But exposing it is WRONG. Something we also see a lot within families. The "keep the peace". As long as the few can suffer in silence, or cover up the secret: That is good. And it is selfish and bad to rip the band-aid off. In their minds of course. As they are sad+mad for getting caught. NOT for doing the crime. Which again: I find kinda funny. As: WHO is it for? To look good in media? It's not for their fans, nor opposition. As, the whole "Yes, we DID the bad thing. But: Shut up about it!" is just weird.
It kinda has the same energy as when the flat earth society went "we have members all around the globe!". Like, just... that whole thing. But, getting a bit side tracked. I will say one of the most disturbing things, has definitely been to realize just HOW evil and immoral some people are. I used to firmly believe that everyone could be made to see sense. Partially blame childhood cartoons for that... But yeah: No. That's not reality. Some people are just... irredeemable. Like, oh, you think it's just some guy drawing naked cartoon ladies and whatnot, not a big deal. Sure, he may have openly expressed that- what's that? Arrested? For what? Oh... OH my... And it was just downhill from there. Like, I was kind, gentle and all "Hey, I'm sure you didn't MEAN to light that orphanage on fire..." but: Nope. EVERY sign of compassion was exploited and abused. Without a smidge of remorse from them. Much like their real life counterparts of scammers and such. Not sure I'd place all as sociopaths or such... but most aren't far off.
As, I can't even remember the amount of times I gave a warning that someone was doing a crime. And... instead of NOT doing the crime. They covered it up better by changing the wording as to now be compliant with the rules, deleted the comment, and blocked whomever pointed it out. NEVER did they change their ways. SO much cartoon level of fucking petty evil. In that sense of "Hey, you promised me an X! - Oh, but I never said it would be FUNCTIONAL! It's ALL in the fine print! MOHAHAHA!" and what have you. Which, again... what A LOT of live service games are doing... "We never said you could USE the X. Just that it would be IN the game!".
Like, the ONE positive I can see. Outside of year in, year out ALWAYS being constantly affirmed that I'm ALWAYS right. Is that I realized I am a terrible partner. Not really relevant to the criminals or assholes I expose or wipe the floor with. But, it did slowly occur to me that I put the truth above all else... and paired with also being very introverted: Married life ain't for me. But like: Big whoop. The last 3 generations has kinda started to realize shit is fucked in that department anyhow xP But yeah... it has amusingly been REALLY hard to realize you are always right. As, I've read the studies. Got the degrees. Seen the cases. And, caroused the reddit~ Like: I'm smart. But not THAT smart. Was it some cognitive bias I was missing? But, no: People were just THAT fucking stupid.
As we were proven over and over. "People hiding zombie bites, that's SO dumb. NO-ONE is that stupid!" aaand then the pandemic hit. And... we were proven wrong. That has helped my disposition quite a bit. To just... realize how ridiculous it all is. Just like a scientific theory: Realizing I had claims that had NEVER been moved an inch in 10 years. Still perfectly impenetrable and of sound logic... and the backlash against them was IDENTICAL 10 years later. The same "UR MOM! >=(" type shit. They can NEVER debunk it. Just angrily agree that it's correct, BUT: "It's rude! / You're a meaniepants!" which... even if true: Does fuck all about the validity of it. This did however have an interesting effect to the overton window of it all.
As, they thought since their false claims are worthless: TRUE claims must ALSO be worthless. Ie: They kept regurgitating their shit like "Elephants are fish that fly by flapping their ears!" and argue that my reply of "No." to that is INVALID, because: I say "THEIR OPPINION" is invalid... which... yeah. Their "opinion" IS worthless, because it's a steaming piece of shit. Double negatives don't work that way. A fact stays a fact unless successfully challenged. A lie stays a lie unless... something very inexplicable happens. Neither change because of some juvenile "It's MY turn with the truth now!" attitude. Yet, that's what they have been up for for the past few decades. In a stupid analogy: They basically NEVER show up to work, lounge around on their ass. And then are LIVID that they have NEVER gotten "employee of the month", and how UNFAIR it is that the person working their ass of, HAS gotten it. But NEVER the "worst employee of the month". That's just... NOT how that works... though with many people were raised as spoiled brats... not that hard to imagine...
They are also prime narcissists. Like, they already blindly follow the narcs prayer.
They are the exact same as the delusional people that blindly lie, and believe their own lies. Most are pathological liars as well, so it just goes full circle. Like, the classic example of someone that's 700 pounds. That then GAINS 100 more pounds and starts the slew of excuses that "But I'm NOT even eating! I have NO idea how this happened!" with a straight face. And they are 100 % convinced that everyone believes them. And, online: MANY do. Like: Despite irrefutable evidence, people are just offended that the liars are questioned. As, everyone should be taken at their words, no exception... UNLESS you aren't popular of course. ONLY famous people get a free pass. Like: Sure. They CLAIM they can do X, despite NEVER, EVER having done X. But... come on, bro! Just trust them! Sure, they can't prove anything. And ALL evidence points to the contrary. And yes: Actions speak louder than words but... it's not their fault! It MUST be space gnomes or something! /S
Though, that said: While having to realize that many, MANY people are just despicable with no redeeming qualities has been really harsh... As, seeing stuff in real life where people are all "Oh, thank god you came along Sir Scammington! My child is dying from cancer, and I really need this inheritance to pay for their treatment! - Yes, yes. That's is terrible. Anyhow: Send me those gift cards and I'll TOTALLY process it this time. I know I said that the last 2 times, but you know... taxes and whatever!". Just, not a SHRED of humanity left in people like that. And they are plentiful and thriving... and most of them seemingly work within big corporations.
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However: What I can't forgive them for, BESIDES being scum of the earth: Is how they get me to dismiss people that are actually just stupid and/or ignorant. While extremely rare: I do occasionally run into people that just... didn't know better. Like, you're scrolling. And you see someone use a certain hate symbol or a slur, etc. You tell them off, the usual 97 % of times. But, then there's that 3 % of the time that's instead a "Wait, that's... a bad thing? Someone on twitch told me that just means '[funny word]' in [language]!" or whatnot. Yeah, yeah. I know there's a "lesson" in there. But hate groups with a history of being massive assholes, really shouldn't get the benefit of the doubt on the RARE occasion it might just be someone that REALLY likes X, without having a single clue about the history of X.
Atop that, I can't even count the number of sites I've come across with corrupt admins, that become LIVID if they are exposed. Which, again: Akin to the prior criminals: Has... really fuck all to do with anything. It doesn't deter anyone, really. I recall dozens of occasions where I pointed out someone breaking the site rules. Such like on E621. Back when humans were banned. And just got a "Well, yeah. Humans ARE banned. BUT: That artist is VERY popular, so...". So, I uploaded the EXACT same character. EXCAT same genitals. And got a "Woah, woah, woah! You CAN'T post that here, humans are BANNED!" and I pointed out the prior picture. And go the same "Well, yes. But that artist is FAMOUS.", but ALSO a "Well, you know... we can look the other way if you become a DONOR!". And repeat of that conversation a dozen times until it became clear I wouldn't "DONATE" to them. At which point I was made oligarch enemy nr 1. That did incidentally lead to them banning all labia and pink characters for a few years. Until they accidentally banned a moderately popular artist, and realizing that there ARE more than a single person in the ENTIRE universe that draw weird alien pussy.
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HentaiFoundry is as big of a clusterfuck in that area. They did ironically last for years though. VERY incessantly asking me to DONATE in order to be allowed to break the rules like everyone else. Like: I CAN break the gender tag upload rule, ONCE I DONATE. That person I reported for breaking the black and white site rules is a DONOR. They are permitted to upload because they have DONATED. The fact they got agitated and all "We ALREADY told you: That artist is a DONOR! They CAN do that! That is ALLOWED!" followed by me posting legally distinct, identical stuff, and getting a passive aggressive. "I JUST told you: ONCE you donate,THEN you can post that!". Same story with derpi/ponibooru as well. Though, that place also has a "I AM THE LAW!" issue with 0 regard for site rules in general. The real life correlation to politics is an easy one to spot. Even sadder+funnier, is that I've had PLENTY of people scold me for not "just bribe them! stop being spoiled!" type things.
Which, as said: Follows the narc prayer to a T.
That NEVER happens. > Okay, it DOES happen. But not often. > Okay, it happens ALL the time. But it's not a big deal. > Actually, it's NOT a big deal. > In fact: YOU deserve it happening. > In all honestly: It's YOUR fault for not falling in line. > You are doing this to yourself, and the status quo is the victim.
It applies to all content. Just swap out whatever is being done or by whom. Like, someone being a lazy and/or hack? It starts with them being innocent, and ends with them being patient zero, but how YOU should feel bad about trying to expose their scam.
So, we're at a point where no-one can be trusted, you always have to assume the worst, and you can never forgive any of them. As they NEVER change. (As someone will bring up "Ackshually!": No. Someone dying, going MIA or almost doing it, does NOT count.)
Heck, fake allegations are also commonplace. I recall plenty of occasions with like "We're throwing the book at you, because we have zero tolerance of naught words. - What about the 12 other guys that used the EXACT same word in the EXACT same post? - Well... not everyone has to be made an example..." or "This famous artist is banned for 3 days for shooting a man in broad daylight on mainstreet... Meanwhile: YOU are banned for 30 days for not CLEARLY stating that you used season 2 version of this character. Because season 1 is 17 years old. So this MIGHT be underage. - No-one of the other 9274 posts on this site specifies that. - ... SURPRISE, RANDOM INSPECTION!", shit like that. Like, hm... yes... VERY coincidental, indeed.
One incident I still recall is when I was accused of "taking things out of context" and "jumping to conclusions" when an artist proclaimed that "I don't draw black women. I only draw NORMAL, ATTRACTIVE women!".
It's like seeing a politician lie on live tv, then deny lying right after... and then go ahead to vote exactly the way they were accused of doing.
It just makes me depressed to see THE dumbest shit, that would ONLY work the THE dumbest of fucks... and that just being common practice. "Common sense, so rare its a god damned superpower" as they say.
Honestly... just staring at some of these dumpster-fires is baffling. It's like "Hey, what did you throw into that building? - Nothing... WHY did the building just catch fire, RIGHT after you threw something that flickered? - ... PURE COINCIDENCE!" and SOMEHOW people just... buy that. Or they hold a bloody knife, next to a corpse with several stab wounds and just "... This is UNRELATED." and people just shrug and move along.
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Honestly... watching people fail to provide facts, over and over and over is so draining. It's like watching politics. "Explain how this policy would benefit people. - We can't... Anyhow: Moving on!".
... I think that covers about all of it, honestly.
Though, I guess I at least learned that people are too fucking stupid to grasp satire. And leading by example is the only way forward. All we can do is learn how fucked the past is. At least it's vindicating when people with the ability to think, have read the truth, and are now also bitching about how they can no longer unsee all of the bullshit that comes with it xP
