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Life Sucks

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Sorry I haven't exactly posted in...*looks* over a year now...but life's been suckin' for that last year. :/

Having a job sucks, like...REALLY sucks.  I'm lucky I've got one that won't fire me for missing more than 1 day a month and is willing to work with me and my health issues, but DAMN.

Been in and outta the hospital for several reasons (heart, lungs, etc), but lately it's just straight up been the lungs.  I've been to the ER 3 times in the last 2 months, unable to breathe because some asshole at work or my own housemates got me sick with something.  I'm not even making that one up, cuz the last one happened the other night.

Further more, my roommate, the owner of the home and breadwinner of the house...has been laid off 3 times this year, with the same excuse mind you-- "We're currently restructuring."  No other reason given, none.  Just called him when he got home and told him not to come back to work.

YES, he's a hard fuckin' worker, I don't know that man to sit still easily, so whatever the fuck the I.T. world thinks they're doin' to him, it better fuckin' stop :/
(Oh and the first one to let him go is trying to get him on unemployment fraud 7 months after he filed it)

So yeah...life fuckin' sucks.  It really does.

How're you guys?  Good I hope.  :3

But hi...hello....I'ma try and get active again.

~Amu♥

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NeksusCat

1 year, 4 months ago

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That sounds fucking disastrous...
My life is pretty much cozy and relaxig as it can be, with prices rising all the time, and salaries staying the same.
Wish you to find a better spot in life, and root there. ^^
*hugs*

Amuzoreh

1 year, 4 months ago

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@ NeksusCat

The spot I'm at is already well rooted, and it's usually comfortable as heck, but obviously not anymore.

Just needs to go back to stability, that's all I want.

NeksusCat

1 year, 4 months ago

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@ Amuzoreh

Well, then may it be more stable for you. ^^

Ravrous

1 year, 4 months ago

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I'm going through a pretty big life sucks period in my life as well, but I'm glad you're still here and I hope everyone who struggles in the world can help life each other up when we really need it.
Don't feel any pressure to " be active " you and yours always come first I'm just happy to know you still fighting. ^^

Amuzoreh

1 year, 4 months ago

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@ Ravrous

Yeah, the world for the last few years has felt hell bent on taking from people as opposed to giving, which is REALLY makin' that struggle more common place than it should be. :C

Hope things straighten up on your end, though. Hope it does for everyone, cuz the universe owes us a break at this point.

MarceloVC

1 year, 4 months ago

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Maan.. that sounds really awful. I'll tell you something you might be able to do in order to reduce your adversity.

1) Eat healthier to improve your blood's protective quality for your damaged organs (more homemade food w/veggies and meat, fresh fruit snacks, and specially more water; and less fast food). In my country we always eat that kind of options both for lunchtime and dinnertime (in the known cheap "menús del día"). Consult this with your nutricionist for any doubts. You may see the results if you respect that diet for some months, and it would be better if you keep it for years if you can fully replace your daily diet for the long-run.

2) Have more patience when adverse moments appears, at this moment you need to stay with a cool-mind, and try not to respond to hot-mooded people or get too upset when any bad result is shown to you. It's because stressful situations only worsen your medical situation. The world sometimes treats people as objects, we must stay strong until better opportunities arrive for us. Just have patience and keep going, man *hugs*

3) Relax your mind in order to reset your mood and have a refreshed mind state from all the daily pressure. I recommend you looking for advisory from a psychologist, a family member, or a friend, they are the best we can count on when we are going through battles developed in our own bodies. But also, there are some relaxing videos i saved in my profile module , if you want see some and see if they help in any way (i just recommend you watching them in your resting times, they soothe you almost as quickly as sleeping pills xd).

Amuzoreh

1 year, 4 months ago

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@ MarceloVC

Sadly a lot of what you've said are things I'm already trying to fix on my end of things, and I hate to reply to this with what's about to sound like excuses, but..

1. There are a lot of people in my living situation, 4 adults, 2 kids, and my sister's boyfriend when he comes around.  It's not just my own diet I have to worry about, there's a whole house that needs to live and eat together, so cheap is the best we can do, and in the US, cheap isn't exactly healthy.  (All adults in the house work and we still often struggle to afford food)
Also...never had a nutritionist XD  Don't even know if that's something my insurance would cover.

2. I already do my best to keep a calm mind when it comes to stressful situations, things just happen to  well up and boil over when those situations go unresolved or have no solution to begin with.  I actually avoid saying or doing anything in the heat of the moment, I prefer to walk away.  Like I said, it just overwhelms ya at some point.

3. I...am in therapy for my depression and anxiety, and I'm also medicated for those two things as well, so those are already being cared for. ^.^;  I know they effect my physical health, though my mental health is only a small part of the issue there.

There's really only so much I can do, because there's only so much of this that is in my control.  A lot of this is just going to be sitting, waiting, and hoping.

MarceloVC

1 year, 4 months ago

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@ Amuzoreh

Hmm.. i see it's really hard your situation. I think, maybe you need to make some better projects in order to obtain a better life quality in the future. While you're resting from your sickness, try thinking of something that help you, you're the only one who understands more your own life than, but i know that at some point you'll come up with something. Just have patience while youre still standing alive. I did have to help my family working hard while i was having illnesses, because i knew they needed me. And with the savings we opened a restaurant that is making more profits for us, and now i can finally study at college after 4 years of working :) in this life we have to make investments and huge efforts in order to upgrade our opportunities , and with that, improve our life style. If you want better news from me, my next project is to buy a new house in order to finally leave the one my family is renting.

MarceloVC

1 year, 4 months ago

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Btw, your pictures look great man ! I love them all :))

me111

1 year, 4 months ago

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Jeez, that sounds rough. I hope you get some good luck soon, you deserve it!

KiyoshiFox

1 year, 4 months ago

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Ouch :c i'm sorry thats happening to you and your roommate. I hope everything gets better soon and your health get better. Glad your still around and dont rush to be more active take care of your self first.

Norithics

1 year, 4 months ago

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"Of course we'll fire you to make our shareholders an extra $500 this quarter. How come nobody wants to work?!"

BlazeParabellum

1 year, 4 months ago

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@ Norithics

You have no idea the accuracy of what you have just stated. IE: 100%

Amuzoreh

1 year, 4 months ago

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@ Norithics

My guess is that's exactly what happened >.>

TheRevengeX11

1 year, 4 months ago

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Sending you as many good vibes as I have!

ZomusShadowfang

1 year, 4 months ago

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*hugs* I hope things improve.

awakenji

1 year, 4 months ago

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Seems like everyone is going through insanely trying times at the moment. It terrifies me that you been having such health complications though. Keep staying strong as you always do and have been though Amu!

BlackFlash09

1 year, 4 months ago

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Sounds really bad, dude. My brother is on dialysis. I have terrible neighbors. And the hospital dropped me from therapy sessions. But despite all the crap I have to put up with, I'm powering through each day.