You have an entity in your head AND Then you get high

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Seriously, I'd like to hear anything from irl experiences to wild theories.
From real schizophrenia to D&D mind demons.
From THC to the really hard stuff

Does the second self see the same shit? Is it tripping balls as much as you do? is it taking over because you are too weak at that moment?

Clarification: You already have another entity in your head, and then get high. NOT "do you get another if you get high"

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moyomongoose

1 year, 12 months ago

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Use to smoke weed when I was young. Never experienced schizophrenia or seeing mind demons. It pretty much felt to me like I was on another planet.

NaughtyThorn

1 year, 12 months ago

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Old friend of mine had some headmates: Natanda was a demon, and Tom was a small boy. He'd often talk about how his character (we did medieval foam weapon fighting) was made to allow one or the other to take control when we were on 'the battle field' and others wouldn't notice because he was still 'in character.'

When he got drunk though, it was much harder for him to keep Natanda in check. It was like my friend had left and now the demon was in charge. Sometimes the demon would allow Tom to surface, just to play cruel jokes on the kid, get him crying. All of this, I watched happening through one person's body.

I have since learned a lot more about this community, about Systems, headmates/alters, about peaceful cohabitation in a body. I've had my own experience with it (for a while I had an alter in my head who I would RP with online, was a big surprise when I discovered it was me), but Natanda is the only experience I have with that stuff that relates to mind-altering substances.

NaughtyThorn

1 year, 12 months ago

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There is a fun scene in the romance-action game Haven where the characters take some mushrooms and temporary swap bodies. They can't tell if it's an illusion or if they really are the other. Apparently in that society this drug is used once in a couple's life, when they get married to the person the Matchmakers chose for them. I could see that kind of experience really helping a couple who don't know each other come together.

RokukeShiba

1 year, 12 months ago

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i dunno sounds more like lsd lol.

Weed makes me feel good and goofy and make me wanna watch videos all day

FuzzFace

13 hrs, 1 min ago

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Edited 13 hrs ago by Owner

Hello there! I came bearing thanks for faving my submission, but then I saw this journal.
I Had to go onto my machine to reply. My phone is not a great tool when I want have...
Clarity.

I am Schizophrenic, and High Functioning Autism.
I also smoke weed.

I felt I was qualified to make a reply here, so let's get this show on the road!

THC. I need to first explain that there are two major strains; Indica, and Sativa. (There is also the hybrid, which is a mix of both.)
The Indica strain is more relaxing, this is the one you generally see where people are lazy.
It is also one that calms the 'demon' inside.

What are these..."Demons?" For me, it is a subconscious that was created from traumatic experiences, I may be predisposed to these vulnerabilities, and to that end a second thought process was created to help protect me.

He's also the angry one.

Under the effects of The Indica Strain, I still find myself talking to me. and answering back. This is normal, nothing really out of the ordinary. The 'demon' does come down to my level.

The Sativa strain is a bit different. It is "energetic," to quote what others say about it. It is not a lazy strain like Indica is, the people under these effects are more alert than otherwise.

Smoking Sativa is...okay for my 'demon.' He generally stays up there, and we can still communicate. His side of me is also filled with ideas, and adds genius to my thoughts. He is a fire of passion, and I keep him kind.

Now, I don't know if this is "the hard stuff," but let's talk about Salvia.
This shit is a hallucinogen. It's a flower. It will give you the biggest high in your entire life!
For one minute.
Do not take it alone. Always have somebody with you so you don't hurt yourself.

This was a wild trip. I smoked it out of a hooka, one deep inhale, hold for five seconds...
The moment I let my breath out. It happened.
The corner of the room began to open. The wall tore itself off and disintegrated. It opened into a portal that was black and blue, purple too. I saw images of different universes and parallel ones. I kept spouting out, "It's the same exact same thing on the other side!"

Then it ended.
I didn't really communicate with my demon. I felt like it was 'me'.

I tried Salva a second time, and I turned into an accordion and kept laughing my ass off about it until it ended.

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