, who I'm proud to say I’ve been married to for over 18 years now.
I like to play PC games, mostly simulators and Co-op builders with friends and Xanthe. I used to play a lot of FPS's but my reaction time is way too slow these days. I like to do small, real life, adventure stuff. Like exploring new countries I’ve never visited. I’m also a really big foodie, seriously put anything in front of me and I'm very happy to try it for the first time! Not to forget how much I LOVE to cook. Cooking something helps me unwind and gives a tasty reward. I don't like watching sports, but love to take part!
I'm a very, very shrewd person online, and in real life, and I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I try really hard to keep my manners, but this still gets me into more trouble than it's worth since I can be a bit of a wannabe know-it-all. I think it stems from shitty parents as well as dealing with over privileged, entitled, horrible people on a daily basis in my old retail job. I've seen way too many people over the years do shitty things to each other, I'm pretty proud the world hasn’t broken me as much it should’ve. I'm very introverted, at least to big crowds. I don't hate people or groups, it has just always put me on edge, so let just say it’s just a preference I guess. People have asked me to go to furcons with them in "incognito" but I think people would see through my fake bravery pretty fast, plus it would only take one nut job to work out who I am and physically assault me. Says a lot about the scary, judgmental, gated community that the furry fandom has become.
How did you get into this mess?
Well, to be honest, I can’t really give you a huge dramatic sob story about abuse, neglect or Uncle Touchy, I was back in my teens browsing FurAffinity when it wasn’t so commercially driven and cub art was still allowed. There I saw my first ever cub content on the "recent" list when logging it and it was like that feeling, you know, when your stomach drops and your skin goes cold because I was generally outraged by what I saw. But when the shock wore off I actually started to learn how the community just... well… didn’t pay it any attention and I slowly learnt that these guys and girls are literally paying money to artists to draw make believe on age regression of their character. It was kinda sexy and forbidden, but you have no idea the dread when I explained to Xanthe, the love of my life, that "Hey... yeah… so I’ve seen this thing called Softpaw comics and I kiiiiinda wonnu be a little" You have no idea how it was like the modern equivalent of coming out of the closet, but because Xanthe is pretty much the most amazing thing in my life, she brushed it off as taking on the role of mum MKII (long story short my real mum wouldn’t touch me and thought she was being physically burnt if I hugged her)
As for getting into animating… At the time there were no good animations around, at least that I could find. So I decided to just, go ahead and give it a go myself. Although I won’t lie, looking back at my old stuff now makes me cringe. But I didn’t see all the problems back then, and even though they were rough, I started building a following so just kept going. At least I can confirm measurable improvement!
Are you and Xanthe paedophiles?
Nope! I know it's my word against yours, but please hear me out.
Me and Xanthe both have perfectly functioning sexual organs for that good old fashioned procreation, without explaining to you how the birds and bees work, we've had more than enough time living together to squeeze out a screaming flesh maggot. But here's the Fun Fact; We both absolutely can’t stand children… No offence too people that are really into family stuff, it’s just not for us. They creep me out, they talk at you, they’re annoying, expensive, needy and I have no desire to contribute to the global overpopulation crisis just to follow some selfish ideology of ‘leaving a legacy’ or this warped aspect of ‘immortality’ by succession. It's just a biological drive to make more of ‘you’, a biological drive which just never kicked in for us.
My point is, something that fundamentally drives me and Xanthe's instinct just... isn’t there. On top of the childhood trauma, Xanthe never played with dolls and was never the “Aawwww, look at the baby!” type. For me personally, I’ve never felt broody and my childhood certainly wasn’t without problems, so yeah… Maybe we are a little broken but because of that we can see the separation between what is real and what isn’t, the difference between fantasy and reality. But I know some people right now are going to be throwing their shit at the screen trying to protect ‘their babies’ from the nasty animator man. Seriously, I want literally nothing to do with your kids and perhaps your time could be better spent interacting with and teaching your child, instead of going off on one on twitter because you can’t distinguish the difference between cartoon animal pictures and actual harmful content. Nobody is harmed in the process of creating an image or animation featuring characters played by consenting adults.
Seriously, they did the same fucking thing with gay people in the 60's saying "If you’re gay, you’re a peado". How fucking backwash do you have to be, to still have this ‘burn the witch’ mob mentality in 2022.
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Sorry if I’ve rambled on a ton here…
Neither of us have any interest in children. I stumbled upon the community quite accidentally and after overcoming the initial horror, started to understand why people were into it.
I’m just a littlefur and when I revealed this to Xanthe, she was accepting of me enough to take on the role of being my mum/caretaker.
If you get to know me, you’ll realise that I am not some depraved degenerate. I am in-fact, just a regular guy. I understand that this type of content isn’t for everybody, and that’s fine. But just because you don’t like it, and because there may be a few bad actors out there (as is true of all communities), it doesn’t mean you can tar us all with the same brush.
Also, I find it completely understandable that people may find the subject matter "sacred" and shouldn't be explored in any artistic variety whatsoever, but in my experience, it allows for the discussion about it safely, and i myself see it do a lot of good for people, particularly abuse victims/survivors. In fact, to attempt to destroy or bury the creative renditions of this subject matter is to ignore the real reality of the situations that artwork like this might reflect, and I absolutely believe that will do more harm than good.
Your intentions are completely innocent, and you keep it in places where its context is safe and well understood, so despite others lack of understanding and effort to try to do so, I wouldn't dwell too much on how people outside of inkbunny might react. Just keep it within the crowd who respects the medium
I love your animations btw ♥♥♥ keep being u
same lol Also, I find it completely understandable that people may find the subject matter "sacred"
Freedom of speech has kind of lost meaning over the years, But it still shouldn't empower people on both sides not to stop and think. Asian countries are laughing at us right now whilst we bicker over what is free speech and what isn't, when some dude over the ocean is bashing one out to Hentia because they have learnt discipline and self control.
And yes, it has been nice hearing the coping mechanism stories
Freedom of speech has kind of lost meaning over the years, But it still shouldn't empower people on
Its a social media platform, that's all it is, but gangs of people with mental illness have taken over it. A lot of them talk into a empty box that no one replies too thinking there the only person on this planet with problems, The world is so connected right now yet people have never been so alienated. I looked at the profiles of some of the most fowl comments and the persons profile is filled every hour everyday with something they hate to gain some sort of traction
Its a social media platform, that's all it is, but gangs of people with mental illness have taken ov
Dude your awesome , its just its a lot of people targeting cub artist on other platforms. they will call you a pedo by default. Fuck em. These are just images lol.
Dude your awesome , its just its a lot of people targeting cub artist on other platforms. they will
I would , love your stuff man and how you never stop. Your latest animation with the gods was cool as fuck. If i could draw cub , i would honestly stay away from any sites but ink bunny and pixv. Not worth the stress on others. Can't stand moral fuckers like this. Its a image for gods sake :) But that same logic notice they never call people who draw violent art , murders ?
I would , love your stuff man and how you never stop. Your latest animation with the gods was cool a
awh that sucks, yea my parents got me working on a farm and adulting from the age of 7. Had to be the man of the house pretty soon so I kinda just "skipped out" on being a kid
awh that sucks, yea my parents got me working on a farm and adulting from the age of 7. Had to be th
look up a guy called Matt Dillahunty. he does a talk show on youtube, of atheists asking the question of "why?" to theists. The Atheist Experience. but in the past, he used to make documentaries. one of his documentaries was on sex, specifically child oriented sex. when is the best time to teach them, how, ect ect. but also, taking a FUCKING HAMMER to the brick wall of pedophilia and vices relating. there is a damn difference between a coping mechanism, and actual reality. do you ask the PTSD soldier why he has meds? fucking no.
take a persons vice away, and they resort to the thing *they* did not want to do. know how many people i have wanted to stab, shoot and bludgeon to death? hundreds! i work retail! know how many i have? none! why? games like dark souls and elden ring exist. "violent, abhorrent and unmoral" video games.
yeah, im fucked up. was inappropriately touched when a child by the school bully. probably has something to do with why i so desperately wish i was still a child. and why i love cub/shota/loli stuff so much. but i have vices. i can count the number of times i thought about this cute kid or that cute kid on one hand. and im more then happy to say i dont even need hands to count the number of children iv hurt. because i know that shit. id rather abuse myself, reading snuff/gore stories of my cubsona then put another human through that.
sorry for the rant. i just FUCKING HATE people that dont know the difference between art and real life. i ESPECIALLY HATE people that try to take those coping mechanisms away.
look up a guy called Matt Dillahunty. he does a talk show on youtube, of atheists asking the questio
myeh, people will watch "IT", a clown that chases children down to kill them, and I'm the one that's evil xD; I think these guys are less offended by cub, and more offended by the fact we genuinely have a whole bunch of smarter people on here with more advanced critical thinking, rather then this tribal mob mentality on twitter.
I get why people are disgusted by this content, but deep down people see I earn money vs's there miserable life and this sadly makes me a bigger target, they cant get it into there cave man brain that if there not making money from cub porn, someone else will, specially if that someone is a over privileged spoilt brat that always got what they wanted compared to someone like me who has seen their Karen shit in person/in public on a daily basis, Of course my morals will slip to survive if the very people that complain broke the world in the first place.
Yea, child phycology is a thing, always has been. My friend took a major in it, he works as a counsellor as well as working in social services, The real life horror stories his told me are beyond nightmare fuel. real fucked up families that should be ashamed, Yet I'm the one that has to keep a low profile because I make taboo animations. The one case his dealing with right now is an adopted son that has been sent to hospital a few times for undernourishment (vegan only family) as well as phycological trauma from the parents pressuring them to identify there gender role at 8. Long story short, its two transgender females turned male realising they don't really like men very much, so there son has become a objective target too there fantasy, his building a case to be able to take that child away from them, I wish him luck. And this isn't the first time something like this has happened to him. Its something the news doesn't talk about in regards to the darker side of the LGBTQ community because these people identities are legally protected. sorry.. i went on a ramble again
myeh, people will watch "IT", a clown that chases children down to kill them, and I'm the one that's
Exactly, shooting someone in a game doesn't make you a murderer, and fapping to cub porn doesn't make you a pedo. There's a famous Belgian painting of a pipe, and written below ceci n'est pas une pipe. This is not a pipe, it's an image, an artwork, that causes no smoke or cancers or whatever. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Treachery_of_Images
Exactly, shooting someone in a game doesn't make you a murderer, and fapping to cub porn doesn't mak
Shame that you have a penis between your legs? Or shame to have them in your pronouns?..
And yeah I hope you find a way to cope with it. People will support you no matter who you are! Don't let other people who have no control over your life.. control you!
Shame that you have a penis between your legs? Or shame to have them in your pronouns?.. And yeah I
At least I'm a little round Xanthe at least, In real life I'm a grumpy biased jaded fuck x3 hence why being a little takes me off that pedestal for a bit. Being grown up is awful
At least I'm a little round Xanthe at least, In real life I'm a grumpy biased jaded fuck x3 hence wh
myeh, its either 18 or 19, Iv lost count, but that's not very important (I mean not important because its like counting your days on holiday, I find it best not to think about it too hard or it will be over before you know it "life is short")
myeh, its either 18 or 19, Iv lost count, but that's not very important (I mean not important becaus
I was recently in a conversation with a fan on discord and he was a really nice guy, he actually confessed that him and his wife had "suspicions" about me and Xanthe, And it a completely fair observation seeing as we both are very secretive people as well as the very blatant content we make to not "wonder if" Made me have one of those "doh!" moments when he brought it up, that yes, on a face value me and xanthe seem shady as shit, But iv never felt the desire to prove my self to idiots, but felt jerked by a friend feeling on edge about me, so then I typed this out
I was recently in a conversation with a fan on discord and he was a really nice guy, he actually con
This was super enlightening. It’s cool to know more about you blood. I’d love to maybe chat with you online someday. And congratulations to you and your wife for all the year you been married.
This was super enlightening. It’s cool to know more about you blood. I’d love to maybe chat with you
yea, Ill deffinatly have to make time in the future when I'm less flat out with work, If it was up to me Id want to talk to everybody, but no work will ever get done x3
yea, Ill deffinatly have to make time in the future when I'm less flat out with work, If it was up t
Funny thing is, a lot of the people throwing around accusations like that are also furries and said accusations are mostly thrown towards the loli/shota community. This is a texbook case of deflection and it's been shown in the past many times that people that make said accusations over drawings/animations have very big skeletons in their own closets.
Funny thing is, a lot of the people throwing around accusations like that are also furries and said
yea, its very warped. Iv seen some backlash on drama sites where people have actively gone after me, got bord because the big bad mean bird flew off, then they all turned on each other accusing each other of fucking animals because they draw dog dicks on there anthro characters, that's litrally how back wash it is on these sites, if you draw animal anatomy on furries your labelled as a animal fucker.. like.. the stupidity is beyond me. These people are filled with so much hatred and malice that even that is so very clearly people finding animal anatomy attractive are the very same people dishing out the vile hate speeches
yea, its very warped. Iv seen some backlash on drama sites where people have actively gone after me,
Yep and those furries who throw pedo accusations at the lolisho fandom seem to have forgotten that they were, and in some cases still are, in the exact same situation. The irony is just mind blowing to me. Though honestly I feel like that's the reason WHY they do it, to deflect attentions away from themselves by throwing another fandom under the bus.
Yep and those furries who throw pedo accusations at the lolisho fandom seem to have forgotten that t
Which is why I assume jealousy. either they want a "daddy" or are sad they can't attract a cub and are raging about it. It's like a really, really, really weird incel thing.
Which is why I assume jealousy. either they want a "daddy" or are sad they can't attract a cub and a
Thanks for telling us a little about yourself. As a social person, I like to get to know those I interact with, even if it's just through the art or stories they create. And as a story teller, it helps me get better at writing.
Thanks for telling us a little about yourself. As a social person, I like to get to know those I i
thank you! I'm still learning to ropes of "being the centre of attention" If I wasn't terrible at reading and writing I would take a peak, but reading a story is like homework for me xD
thank you! I'm still learning to ropes of "being the centre of attention" If I wasn't terrible at r
Being the center of attention or 'popular' is about two things: Being a person, and energy management. Social interaction is my line of work. And no worries about reading my stories. If you do, sweet. If not, I can still enjoy your animations. If you ever want pointers in reading and writing for some reason, my PMs and my writer's server is open to you. A lot of people would be thrilled to see you there, I think.
Being the center of attention or 'popular' is about two things: Being a person, and energy manageme
I applaud you for not wanting to have kids. The world is fucked up place as it is and we don't need more people to fuck it up even more. I know a couple years ago the pope said people who don't have kids are selfish... WTF! Well fuck him!
I think if the world was a little nicer, I would consider it, But I think its too cruel to bring a living thing with smarts with the way people are making the world right now; WELCOME TO LIFE, NOW LETS GET YOU INTO 15 YEARS OF EDUCATION SO YOU CAN WORK IN MCDONALDS TO INCREACE GLOBAL WIDE GDP
I think if the world was a little nicer, I would consider it, But I think its too cruel to bring a l
Was really cool getting to know you a bit more on a personal level. For example, I had no clue you were married and I'm so wags it has been working out for you! I have to say, despite being gay, I also cannot stand children...it was just something that never clicked for me like it did with my friends long ago. More recently I have started to explore being a little myself and even got some Marci art ^^ It's super cute, I should prolly upload it sometime. Regardless, I enjoy the content and am wags you have found a good place to be. ^^
Was really cool getting to know you a bit more on a personal level. For example, I had no clue you
yea its really nice to shut down from being an adult, even if you just pad up for a day is enough to be like "one less adult thing I have to do today" I think a lot of people, or at least the news points out it's more socially awkward side, but if you just have a day to not think, or do anything in a way that makes you feel comforted then its the way to go. I think the major barrier to mental regression is the embarrassment, but that's kinda the core of the of the therapy, when you get past that embarrassment then you start to learn to have less care in the world, especially if you have a partner that give you the security
yea its really nice to shut down from being an adult, even if you just pad up for a day is enough to
My respect bloodhawk. I've seen it get progressively worse over the years. Recently a few artists posted journals on fa and that turned their fans watchers into witch hunters with all the same excuses you mentioned. Same on fury extreme where some one incited another witch hunt on fa as if it was nothing more that spoiled brat attention grabbing. Its twisted to see people like art but attack fursuiters and yes the automatic label of p.e.d .. Is more often the case. These people can't live without their hero vs villain delusions. Furries are an easy target along with werewolf and vampire fandom's. Honestly I ignore them as much as possible and for some time now I have need slowly leaving fa for place like inkbunny to get away from mainstream social media fanatics.
My respect bloodhawk. I've seen it get progressively worse over the years. Recently a few artists p
a lot of people are angry, hateful and confused. I completely understand why my content makes people so angry though, but major difference is I can step outside of being a normal guy and play make believe at home in a private secure setting. The twitter bigots are just racist homophobic racists that are outdated in a very modern internet setting, so these genetic fuck ups need somewhere to spread there evil. Even to some of the religious folk out there, The devil's biggest trick was fooling the world he didn't exist, and these hateful people seem to be trying very hard to prove other peoples sins compared to there own.
a lot of people are angry, hateful and confused. I completely understand why my content makes people
Noted. Again you do have so many that respect you and no matter what b-$ short life span social media fanatics try. You still have our up most respect.
Noted. Again you do have so many that respect you and no matter what b-$ short life span social me
I have a secret one now just for memes or keeping in touch with friends, I took my last 2 twitters down not because of the haters but because the guy I put in charge to run it was letting too many young people fall through the net, twitter has no proper age verification and it was mentally devastating that underaged people where watching my content, I had a few brief conversation with them saying "you shudnt watch this crap. this shit will fuck with your head. don't ever contact me again" *block* yada yada But I know I have no power over what they are going to find to wank off too, but it still hit me pretty hard. Only saying all of this because a lot of people on twitter had it in their head that they defeated some sort of boss creature in a game, when in reality I was going through a emotional rough patch knowing I might actually fucking children's heads up, but I learnt that as I've said before, I have no power over what they will find, if they want to find it, they will. and that was a hard pill to swallow.
I have a secret one now just for memes or keeping in touch with friends, I took my last 2 twitters d
I guess I have so many questions, but each one I feel like I can answer in my head. (Please allow me to put words in your mouth)
Q: Why put yourself out there on a platform like Twitter? A: Because you're an artist, you make art. Artwork is for people to observe, purchase, and potentially commission more of.
Q: But if the public is going to shun you and/or potentially be violent towards you for it. Like why though? A: Because, why wouldn't you. You have every right to show others your artwork, and every right to make a living doing so.
Q: Okay yeah sure, but this person that is me is scared/embarrassed/shocked and generally uncomfortable at the thought of you putting yourself out there, like some kind of pillory. You've painted this massive target on yourself. You can't control how people interpret your artwork or react to it. They'll think you're a pedo. The ultimate evil. Why put yourself through that? A: I am not you. It's okay for me to worry about you, but you're an adult who can make your own decisions. You want people to look at your art and decide how they feel about it, and maybe confront some things, or maybe jerk off and open their wallets. You're also allowed to be proud of what you create too, ya know. Your artwork has really matured into some really incredible pieces. But if you don't put yourself out there, nobody is going to see them to react, connect, reject, or be enticed by them.
Q: Why not just keep to places that are safe like IB? A: IB isn't safe, there are self-aggrandizing moral vigilantes on every platform. Clearly, Twitter got to you a bit, you stepped back, but in the same vein, you feel safe to vent a little here. That's all okay too.
Look this post was me working through this. But damn..., I don't want to read about you on the news. I worry so much about everyone and everything I should be an insurance salesperson. Stalkers, lunatics, maniacs, zealots, or worse, even your own thoughts could get to you. Please be careful BH. I've been watching your page here for such a long time and get so excited when a new animation posts. Would really be crushed if that were to stop.
Caring feels for ya.
I guess I have so many questions, but each one I feel like I can answer in my head. (Please allow
I mean.. yuv pretty much nailed the Q and A xD Though I don't think I need prove I have rights by making others uncomfortable or being confrontational to prove it, there are enough Karen's out in the real world telling hard working police what "rights they have" when they just need to listen to the officer and obey the law, some question its purpose, I feel people forget we where only just throwing rocks and sticks at each other 1000 years ago and that authority is the white blood cell of modern society. I think what rags me off the most about not being able to use any kind of platform outside of inkbunny is that iv always tried to add a layer of story and not some black and white "its okay to fuck children" vibe, yet people still cast hate. The hours and days iv poured into my work for people just to call it CP is beyond horrific. A stupid person can work out that yes, there anatomy resembles something of a younger character, but a smart person can look past that blatant taboo and see it for its entertainment purpose ONLY. I personally don't agree with shota and loli, but I don't go out of my way too call those people pedo's or even something else fowl, its just not for me, and that's that.
I mean.. yuv pretty much nailed the Q and A xD Though I don't think I need prove I have rights by ma
I won’t lie, this is a lot to take in. But it’s really brave of you to put all of this out in the open. And as odd as it may be to hear, it’s nice to see someone else survived retail too. I think part of my awful retail experience was what got my butt into writing for others.
I won’t lie, this is a lot to take in. But it’s really brave of you to put all of this out in the op
I hate people now xD; lets call it retail PTSD Least you know I'm human.. kind of This journal is certainly for two flavours, to let fans know there is a human behind your screen and for haters to know what they say and do is unforgivable
I hate people now xD; lets call it retail PTSD Least you know I'm human.. kind of This journal is
“People are awful. They like to make sudden returns on stuff that they bought only to have the goal of getting double of what they bought, Or WORSE: They ask for meat from the deli CHIPPED.” -Me, before needing to drink something. Preferably something heavy to deal with the retail pain.
“People are awful. They like to make sudden returns on stuff that they bought only to have the goal
If you get caught with CP an arrested I am going to laugh. It's usually these types of posts that are posted and then it turns out they are the very thing they said they aren't. It's a reoccurring theme I've noticed with these types of journals/rants/whatever.
But regardless of whatever you are I wouldn't care either way. I'm here for your animated kids, not real life kids. Real life kids are.. annoying. Plus I don't really like real life folk either, they tend to look 10 years older than they actually are. Met a 27 year old and she looked 35. Acted like it too.
I also love your content and I've watched you over the decade I've been around, same with a few others on here before I even joined Inkbunny.
Edit: Right. Retail. I feel your pain, man. I feel it. Just be glad you don't gotta deal with blobs scooting around on mobile scooters because they're too fat and lazy to walk like a normal person. Ugh. American problems amirite?
Feel free to think I'm an asshole, but broham... If you get caught with CP an arrested I am going t
nuh that's fair, like I said, at the start of my journal I did say It's my word against yours. I'm going to be brutally honest here, there is one time when I was 12 and there was a new thing called the internet, It was almost like god himself sent a gift too all us horny teenagers around this time, Though the only real big issue was my sister was 20 at the time, so all the porn I hunted down at that age was.. well.. kind of gross for me because it was like looking at my sister, so by the power of those old P2P sites (like hell I'm using my parents credit card for porn) I stumbled apon content that was relative to my age, long story short, I just didn't relies at that age I was doing anything wrong. but to be honest, I put my curiosity to one side soon as I got my first girlfriend around that time.
nuh that's fair, like I said, at the start of my journal I did say It's my word against yours. I'm g
I've read all of this and to be honest I don't know exactly how to give my opinion in a proper way?
I just "understand" you and your partner.
To my humble opinion, there is a difference between fictionnal kinks, fictionnal character, fictionnal anything, and real life. I often take the example of >>>
"Okay, so play video game make people violent and mass shooting in school... Why does it happen only in USA? Also, if doing something violent make you someone violent... Can we talk about Hollywood and all the horror movie please?"
I fucking hate those arguments, they are stupid and broken and not even thought. Those people don't even think about it. Just like you said, it's the same thing as "You're gay?! Oh my gosh, a pedo!" that still pretty hard coded in the actual society -__- ...
No, really, I don't know how to say it more than just "I understand you both" about all this.
I'm just all the same, I'm a gay dude, grown up, I'm into older guys, burly and manly kind, just like me, I'm sort of chubby bear in there? ... Aaaaaaaaand what the hell I don't know why I am into this or that or whatever wrecked up kinks that would just be impossible IRL.
All I am online, all I am in virtual doesn't reflect AT-ALL the person I'm in real life.
Some people answered right things under your post, like "All those should be considered as just kink and fuck off."
And I also think sort of that way. I condamn anything fucked up IRL, I'm sticking with the laws, and I'm pretty happy about that.
So, meh, fuck those place that don't even try to think.
Stay happy, stay safe and See ya?
I've read all of this and to be honest I don't know exactly how to give my opinion in a proper way?
there is and always will be inbred stupid people on this planet, Like.. don't get me wrong, there are some artists out there that make it a very hard to defend the community, but it's this same mind numbing mentality shit that sent millions of Jews to there deaths because one guy had a beef with them after painting them as this evil thing that must be euthanised and people LAPPED it up, its beyond revolting that this mob culture is more powerful today then it was in 1930. It's easy for these people to forget history when there true goal is to spread misery
there is and always will be inbred stupid people on this planet, Like.. don't get me wrong, there ar
All this aside, I forgot to say that I'm following your content since a long while, I was just shy to interract so far. I'm barely starting to dare showing off my things.
I'm pretty happy that we have the sort of same point of view on all this. Feeling less alone is always nice.
:) Keep up the good work, and i'll keep up to stick around whenever I can.
Indeed... u__u' indeed... All this aside, I forgot to say that I'm following your content since a l
All I can say keep up the great work and can't wait to see what you make next and for all the haters they can go and just go find that nice volcano to try and explore.
All I can say keep up the great work and can't wait to see what you make next and for all the haters
It always feels weird to see married furries. Particularly furries married to GIRLS. *chuckle* But I'm just glad you're happy. Personally, as an RL asexual... just about ALL relationships make no sense to me so I don't think you're better or worse than any others. Just keep on having fun as long as no one's getting hurt.
It always feels weird to see married furries. Particularly furries married to GIRLS. *chuckle* But I
I was touched by your story as it allows a glimpse inside Bloodhawk and I'm sorry to read that your childhood wasn't good. You are and will be my absolute favorite here, thank you for sharing your stuff with us. Wishing you und your wife all the best.
I was touched by your story as it allows a glimpse inside Bloodhawk and I'm sorry to read that your
Someone is messing with you on twitter? - Twitter is full of a holes period - 99% of twitter users are stuck up their own butts - 99% of twitter will bash anything that has to do with furries. - People will always talk crap regardless if it is true or not. - And finally if the profile pic is an anime character their comment is null.
I had a rough upbringing and lived in a crappy household. What is important is that you have put it behind you and moved on. Don't dwell on it and keep your head up. People will only get mad and talk crap if they see you succeeding in anyway. They will look for anyway to bring you down even if it is slander.
Take it from me. I get hate from all directions for being a business owner. Here are my favorite insults/slanders I get: - You are single? And 34? You an incel? (Right... My girlfriend laughs at this one) - Agnostic? Without the magic man you'd go to Hell. (Agnostic isn't atheist but Christians think it is) - You have Bipolar? How do you not go off on customers? I mean you might be a shooter next you don't know. (Insensitive as hell seeing as I lived in DC when the DC sniper was running about and killed someone across the street from me) - Your GF is a furry so you are into bestiality then too. (I am into cosplay and larping but I am labeled as a zoo for my GF. Idiots plain and simple.) - And finally, You voted democrat? I hope your business goes under from all the immigrants coming illegally. (I hire through Indeed and they require residency but they think not white equals illegal.)
See? I look at it this way. A person can be reasonable, think before they think, and judge after they see the facts. Crowds are stupid, easily scared, and quick to judgement without facts. So what a few loud jackoffs hate you. The vast majority of us support you and know you personally. Tell them to go choke on it and block their butts. And of they keep coming after you just tell them you have friends who will back you up. You have my shovel sir. And just like my profile pic... It will get the point across like a Monday morning. ;P
Someone is messing with you on twitter? - Twitter is full of a holes period - 99% of twitter users a
your work life seems a little tame from my aspect, Iv seen managers on there meagre retail corner shop wages stomping around like there 1 million dollars, There mind set based around a sadistic corporate ladder whilst exploiting the underpaid lower class forgetting there all apart of the same back wash system. It's always a bad sign when your manager is a teenager, but its way too much fun too explain to these young wonnube brats all the legal responsibilities they've just inherited for there meagre pay rise :)
From memory I think your a business owner? I don't envy your position with having to deal with "people".
thank you for the kind words, I just whish stupidity wasn't the valuable currency of today
your work life seems a little tame from my aspect, Iv seen managers on there meagre retail corner sh
Hey no problem. And yes I deal with "people" in both of my stores. I run a body shop and have a small parts and hardware store too. (They kinda work together tbh) It is tame on most days but dear lord do I get entitled douchebags on the daily. Most I deal with politely (Even if I want to use a wrench on them) and others get the police called on them. I hired a guy to do my public relations stuff because I would probably trigger someone somehow and ruin my cred. This is why the only social I have is work related. Twitter hell no though that place is a cesspool on good days. >_<
Hey no problem. And yes I deal with "people" in both of my stores. I run a body shop and have a smal
I too like games, factorio and dyson sphere, but lately I've been trying out Dune spice wars, which so far I'm enjoying. I used to play euro truck simulator, but I do it IRL now so it's like asking a chef to cook when at home.
I too like games, factorio and dyson sphere, but lately I've been trying out Dune spice wars, which
Dyson sphere, yes. Factorio, God yes and only played the old 2000's RTS dune game. Satifactory doesn't go a miss either. Oh btw there is a really solid multiplayer mod out for Dyson Sphere :D Much fun, also works without any hitch.
Dyson sphere, yes. Factorio, God yes and only played the old 2000's RTS dune game. Satifactory doesn
Have you tried Jurassic World Evolution? You get to build your own jurassic park and breed dinosaurs. I'm more into city builders than factory sims... mostly because I learned the underlying core in Factorio. Once you see it's just "Build thing to put into thing to make thing for thing and nothing else" it's kind of dull to me.
Have you tried Jurassic World Evolution? You get to build your own jurassic park and breed dinosaurs
My misses is really into dinosaurs so she was really excited for the JWE game, she played it once and said the game was a little too easy and lacked any complex micromanagement, so she completed it and never picked it up again
My misses is really into dinosaurs so she was really excited for the JWE game, she played it once an
Has she tried Operation Genesis? It was the old game that Evolution was based on. It's a bit more intensive, ironically. Still, not too big on micro. Which is why I like it. I prefer grand, sweeping creations rather than just micro managing a few tiny things to death. Hence I prefer Red Alert to Star Craft.
Has she tried Operation Genesis? It was the old game that Evolution was based on. It's a bit more in
yea, download R2Modman (its a host that updates mods automatically) then find the NebulaMultiplayerMod Everything in synced, even the dyson building everything, it genuinely feels like a multiplayer game when use it.
yea, download R2Modman (its a host that updates mods automatically) then find the NebulaMultiplayerM
hella tight x2. I use r2d mod man for the planetary miner mod. I like the new miners but I also like having an ILS on a planet, saying "these minerals please" and it just sucks up everything on that sphere.
Also there's the demolisher mod that automatically lays foundation on a planet. And railguns retargeting means I can put down a planet filed with solar sail launchers andit'll automatically start aiming and chose alternative orbits when it can't send to the first.
hella tight x2. I use r2d mod man for the planetary miner mod. I like the new miners but I also like
I never got into FPS...ses (how does one pluralize that...) , for me it was always the classic snes rpgs/jrpgs, or any single player game that is particularly violent with mythological elements (God of War, for example). Now that I'm age-ed however, my patience is all but nonexistent, so videogames are almost out entirely. As for the rest about cub stuff etc...the fact that *anyone* has moral objections to erotic *cartoons* in 2022 is both very amusing, and very sad at the same time. Maybe humanity has already reached its peek evolution, and is now retrogressing into something more primordial. The good news is that, in a few million years, another age of enlightment should swing back around...Anyway, thanks for being so open Bloodhawk...although, to be honest, it may a little more difficult to fap to your animations now that I can't *completely* objectify the creator...but I appreciate a challenge.
I never got into FPS...ses (how does one pluralize that...) , for me it was always the classic snes
gaming is escapism, If you have found something in your life of value that substitutes your need to play games, then that's only a healthy thing ^__^
Sorry if I ruined the fantasy a little, ruining the ability to objectify my character feels kinda shitty on my part. I'm genuinely sorry for that. But for a reality check, I'm still learning and growing in this world, I still make naive mistakes and sometimes say terrible things on this platform, specially if I look back on 10 years ago bloodhawk and think "this guy is such a moron", on the other side of that note Im still 99.9999% gay, I fell in love with xanthe even though I'm into dudes more because love can do weird things to your head, So even too this day I'm still looking for a friend that I can trust and get railed by, I wonnu break my gay cherry one day. So a lot of my gay animations are gay venting really
gaming is escapism, If you have found something in your life of value that substitutes your need to
I wasn't being altogether that serious about not being able to objectify your characters as much...I actually think it's great that you are being as transparent and vulnerable as you are on here...that takes a lot of balls in my opinion (quit a few more than the standard two, at least). For me, videogames aren't so much escapism, as a form of storytelling or art...but lately it seems a lot in my favorite genres is being recycled and watered-down...or maybe I've just become much more boring and cynical myself. As for your being into dudes but in love with a woman...love isn't just a physical thing, it's complex, ever-evolving, and doesn't always involve sex organs. I self-identify as 'asexual' and 'aromantic', so for me, the only possibility of attraction -to anyone- would necessarily be intellectual, while I remain perfectly content to just fap to pixels...which is why I'm grateful that individuals such as yourself provide some of those pixels.
I wasn't being altogether that serious about not being able to objectify your characters as much...I
We should make an educational video about all this. Once people watch it, they will understand and there will be no more harassment, no more false labeling.
I just clicked here, it says, Viewed: 666 times! We should make an educational video about all this
Haha, I can relate with the whole children thing. Though I like to imagine myself as a youngen in mostly nsfw scenarios, in real life I can't stand to be around children or be put in charge of them. I'm pretty much a pushover and I think they catch on pretty quick. Let the real parents deal with the brats, that isn't my calling in life. I envy that they are in an age that I so enjoyed, and they should be allowed to have the same opportunity to enjoy their youth without a stick in the mud like me ruining their fun.
Haha, I can relate with the whole children thing. Though I like to imagine myself as a youngen in m
I don't agree with you, but I understand you and I leave you be. I hope and assume your animations most people would find offensive are therapeuthic, and helping you to overcome your shadow self.
I don't agree with you, but I understand you and I leave you be. I hope and assume your animations m
