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Eiko

drama shit

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To anyone that hasn't heard from me in a while, I apologize. I went from 2 years of turning in job applications and not getting any calls to having 3 potential employers at once. I went with the one that offered the highest pay, and it went from a baking job to a line cook job in a fast-paced, terribly disorganized restaurant. I was in overtime by the 3rd day. My shifts are usually between 10 and 19 hours, on my feet, between an oven that cranks out at 600 degrees and 4 deep fryers that are probably between 350-450F. I'm averaging about 2 hours of sleep a night. I'm all jacked up on these stupid caffeine/B12 shots that I've been mixing with Sprite and orange soda because they taste nasty, and I got off work early. Every muscle and every bone in my body aches horribly. My clothes are all dirty; I smell like I haven't showered in days (even though I have); my face itches because I haven't shaved in days. I feel like my boyfriend wants something I'm not providing for him (before AND after he got the shit beat out of him on my birthday). My heart is racing, my mind is racing, and all I want to do is crash. >_< You don't have to pay attention to this. I'm just barking at the wind because I don't wanna bitch my friends out over nothing right now; and the ones I know wouldn't hold it against me are offline. I NEED the money, and it's good to not be part of the huge mass of unemployed people, but I'm in pain and my head is more messed up than usual right now.
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Added: 6 years, 1 month ago
 
BunnyFoxglove
6 years, 1 month ago
Well, at least you gots yourself a job now hun, dat's a good thing. ^^;
Eiko
6 years, 1 month ago
x3 yep, and it even pays well. But holy shit is it hard on my body.
Gobby
6 years, 1 month ago
Holy hell, man. Here's hoping that it mellows out for you a little bit.
Eiko
6 years, 1 month ago
Thanks. My head is definitely calmer and I can lay still. I'm gonna take a shower (since my tub is cracking apart and I can't lay down and soak in it without the fear of it breaking apart. x3). There is very little about my life that I enjoy right now, but I can only hope that my hard work will pay off for me this time.
Gobby
6 years, 1 month ago
Here's hoping. Stay strong, you adorable grey puppy. And booooo for broken tub. A good soak always melts away the stress. :c
XValentine
6 years, 1 month ago
I hope everything works out for you.  And feel free to rant at me whenev.
Eiko
6 years, 1 month ago
Thanks. ^^
XValentine
6 years, 1 month ago
of course. what else are internet aquaintences for?
Eiko
6 years, 1 month ago
<.< It's probably best I not answer that... It would depress the hell out of me. x3
XValentine
6 years, 1 month ago
I'm sorry what?  Well, regardless. this strangers here for ya.
Eiko
6 years, 1 month ago
^w^
XValentine
6 years, 1 month ago
^w^
Laommi
6 years, 1 month ago
You know you can always vent to me puppy, hell I do it enough to you :p *kittyhuggles tightly*
bunnyearz
6 years, 1 month ago
*hugglesnug*  You know I'm always here for you ^.^  Listening to friends is one of the things I'm best at.
GinSanada
6 years, 1 month ago
Aw im sorry your being worked so hard i hope we can talk when ever you get any free time
Shokuji
6 years, 1 month ago
That sounds really rough. =( Good to have a job, but not so good to have nothing else in the process. You need your sleep and 'down-time' otherwise you're going to go crazy or get ill. >_<; Take care of yourself.
Eiko
6 years, 1 month ago
Well they have cut my hours dramatically now and shorted my first paycheck by over $100. I've already started applying at other places.
Shokuji
6 years, 1 month ago
Best of luck on the job search. Fight to get that $100 back if you can, don't let them walk all over you.
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