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MakoRuu

Two Week Update...

I don't want to be in pain anymore.

I ran out of medicine that they gave me, because my insurance only pays for so much.

Today is the 15th day and I'm still in some pain. I have muscle weakness in my shoulder, forearm, left triceps, and my lats. I still don't have any feeling in my index and middle finger.

It's hard to sleep because I have to lay on my back, which I'm not used to. So I'm only sleeping about 2 - 3 hours at a time. I can't believe 15 days have gone by so quickly.

I might have to take some emergency commissions to pay for my Internet. My bill is due on the fourth and I have very little money. The last few days I've been trying to sketch, to see if I can sit and draw, and I have been unable to even sit forward and use my tablet for more than 10 - 15 minutes because of the pain in my neck and shoulder.

On top of everything I think I scratched my right eye. Because it's burning so fucking bad I can't keep it open. It's tearing up and swelling and I'm just keeping a cold water bottle on it for now.

Either way, I don't think I'll be able to draw today, but I'm going to try.

Thank you everyone for your kind words and support, and for keeping me in your thoughts.

~Love and Peace
- Mako

PS: I don't like asking, but if anyone is feeling generous, I would graciously accept any donations at this time. My Paypal is MakoRuu@Gmail.com
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Added: 4 years, 2 months ago
 
Keeran
4 years, 2 months ago
Oh dang!
Don’t push yourself.if you need to rest, rest as much as you can.
Really hate the fact your insurance cut you off from your treatment too.
That being said, I’ll relay the message about you needing help for your internet bill.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
That's America, man. Our best insurance is GoFundMe. lol

They only gave me enough medication for about 8 days. And it can take up to four weeks to heal from a compressed nerve in your spine.

I'm resting, and doing some light stretching from videos I found on youtube. I just needed to my work done because people have been waiting and I needed money.
Tanna
4 years, 2 months ago
Are you sure there are no refills on it? I know silly to ask as I am sure you checked, but that is the first thing that comes to mind. Otherwise try calling the doc and saying "Hey man I am still in a butload of pain can I get a few more painkillers?"
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Yeah, both bottles are clearly marked at the bottom in a yellow band that says "no refills."

The reason is probably because people abuse the system to get pain killers. You get drug addicts coming in with every ache and pain looking for opioids.
Tanna
4 years, 2 months ago
But if you ask your doc the one that gave them to you in the first place he/she might be able to get a few more
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
I went to the ER and that's what they gave me. I don't really have a doctor I can just go to.
Tanna
4 years, 2 months ago
Well could you contact the ER doctor?
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Not really. I'd have to go back to ER and then would end up seeing a different doctor.
NeksusCat
4 years, 2 months ago
Damn it, it sounds worst and worst! D:
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
I legit think I'm cursed, man. All this bad shit keeps happening for no reason.
NikkiWolf315
4 years, 2 months ago
christ, just rest, I wish I could offer some words of comfort or something, just, I will be happy to see you back again once you feel better
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Thank you. I am resting and drinking plenty of water. But, I still have commissions out and I needed money for my internet. So there was a big sense of urgency that was weighing on my shoulders.

I am incredibly grateful to say that the donations have helped tremendously.
NikkiWolf315
4 years, 2 months ago
I'm glad people were able to help you ^^ you shouldn't have to stress about commissions when you can't even really sit up.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Unfortunately I have no other source of income.
NikkiWolf315
4 years, 2 months ago
I know, that's why I said I"m glad the donations helped take a little pressure off
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
I'm extremely grateful to this community.
TheGroundedAviator
4 years, 2 months ago
Sorry I can't help. This is really bad.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Your thoughts are helping me, my friend. Just knowing people care really does help. ;3
TheGroundedAviator
4 years, 2 months ago
That's good. Knowing that they find drugging you cheaper then treating is unpleasant. You may need manual therapy or even surgery but they are too cheep.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Welcome to America. lol

A patient cured is a customer lost.
TheGroundedAviator
4 years, 2 months ago
Yeah, your opioid problem is in part from it being cheaper too dope then fix. OK too be fair it's very easy too get hooked while on legit treatment.

I had sharp nerve pains in my arm from a shoulder/collarbone injury (dog did it) and it was manual therapy that fixed it.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Unfortunately my insurance doesn't cover Physical Therapy (Manual therapy.)

So, I just have to look on youtube for videos on what to do at home.
TheGroundedAviator
4 years, 2 months ago
They always cut it out. But that type of physio is what's needed I think. Often a mix of that, drugs and exercisers are what's needed... plus rest.

I know it's not helping but I do feel shocked.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
I can't afford insurance. I only get the basic of medical help.

But, the videos I'm watching are all professionals, so it's almost the same thing.
TheGroundedAviator
4 years, 2 months ago
I understand. Heck I'm fine with that system if only it had a net for people like you.

Be careful with that stuff.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
I'm only doing really easy stuff. ;3
Otlan
4 years, 2 months ago
Jessues, 15 days and your still not heald? You really need to go to the hospital man, I've never heard of a Pinched nerve lasting this long.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
I might call my doctor this week. See if I can get some more medication. The ER doctor told me it could take up to two weeks to a month to heal completely.
Otlan
4 years, 2 months ago
Jessues -_- . Well, I hope you can get more meds man.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
So far I'm just taking the stuff you can get at the store. But it's not as powerful. I guess it's better than nothing.
Otlan
4 years, 2 months ago
Anythings better then nothing.
KNIFE
4 years, 2 months ago
I hate to say it but it might be time to think about a 'GoFundMe" to help with your bills. I know it's a long shot but considering the severity and duration of your pain and the lack of use of your arm it might be the only way.
Regardless I hope you continue to get better even though it might not seem like it is. Take care and best wishes.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
I don't like being a burden. I could never start a gofundme to pay for a luxury like my Internet. Maybe if I had a serious medical condition I would consider it.

Thankfully I live with my family, and my only bill is my internet. I can normally make the payment just taking commissions, but I've been so sick and had so many health problems for the last three months that I haven't been drawing.

I'm going to apply for medical disability. My arthritis makes me eligible because it affects my legs so dramatically to the point where I literally can't walk or stand for more than 40 minutes to an hour.
KNIFE
4 years, 2 months ago
The GoFundMe I was suggesting would be for your medical bills. That seems to be the one thing it was made for. That and legal expenses from various law suits.
But if you can get disability that would work too. Anything to help you pay for your med bills and some left over for day to day stuff.
In any case I hope you recover soon and that you're not hit by anything like this for a long LONG time!
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Thank you. It's going to be a long and difficult process.
Fritti
4 years, 2 months ago
Hang in there, man. It sounds really darn bad, and it sucks so much you can't go back to the doctor to get more checkups or more meds, but it really sounds like you should. Like Knife above me said, you might possibly want to consider a gofundme or something similar, I'm pretty sure a lot of people from here would be happy to donate even if it's just a little bit. Either way, we're here for you, ready with any help we could possibly give.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Unfortunately I don't think I could ever start a gofundme for something like that. I don't like being a burden. It bothers me that I have to ask for donations. But I'm so grateful and appreciative of this community. Everyone is so kind and generous it makes me feel ashamed that I have to ask.

When I'm better, I'm going to draw so many cute cubs. >.<
Bubbaclaw
4 years, 2 months ago
Sorry you're suffering my friend.
MakoRuu
4 years, 2 months ago
Thank you. I am slowly healing.
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