For the past three months I haven't been very social. I am currently struggling with healing from the amputation surgery. The rehab I did, defiantly did not prepare me for what this process would be. I've fallen four times, each time making the wound on the stump reopen. The last time was four weeks ago and we are closing in on the time where the wound may become sealed.
Along with this I have been struggling with life back in Nevada. My mother and I do not see eye to eye on a lot of things, and in her old age she has become much more acidic. We have been fighting constantly
I've basically been sitting on my bed most days, unable to do a lot of things. I have a knee roller (over glorified scooter for the knee) and that lets me move around, but for the most part I really cannot do much. I have tried to do my own things but it's severely difficult. I can't even make my own meals sadly because I would have to put too much pressure on the wound by standing on the knee roller too long.
It's really been kicking in my depression because I am even more useless than before.
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6 years, 1 month ago
19 Nov 2018 22:46 CET
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