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Champ1256

*UPDATE* I'm still alive

*magic ball of light appears and I step out of it*

Hey guys, it's been a while since I've made an update/been active here so I figured I'd make an update journal. Been about 5 months it says...so I guess I'll start there.

It's been a wild ride. Sorta. Lots of things happened over the summer, not really rl but that's kinda how my ball rolls, I'm just along for the ride. Anyway, if you don't know me, I'm not a huge social media person. Don't have Twitter, Instagram, I haven't even used FaceBook in...a year and I wasn't active on there to begin with. Mostly what I have is here (every so often) and Google Hangouts. So a lot of times I just kinda lose motivation to go anywhere else from time to time, Hangouts is literally in my pocket (as an app, ya know) which is often enough for me.

I'm a weird animal, no pun intended. I'm slowly learning to accept that. And the summer was quite the experience for that. I call myself weird cause, well, I'm not entirely sure what you'd describe someone like myself who enjoys company a lot but is also a major introvert. That's kinda been how my summer went in a way. There was a bit of heartache and sorrow, with some of my closest friends going through some really tough shit, and calling it that doesn't even scratch the surface of their pain, and I've been there for them as best as I can. They mean so much to me and it really hurts when I see them hurting and I can't do much outside of offer words of encouragement. They're also the best company a guy could ask for and my family, even if we're not blood related and I'd do anything for them.

As for the people I only know on here, all I can think to do is apologize. My track record here is that I seem to make update journals and message a little bit, disappear for unknown periods of time, come back for a little bit, disappear again, you know the story. I'm sorry for that. I'm not gonna make excuses for my disappearing act, though. Cause there isn't really any kind of acceptable excuse for it. All I can do is hope you'll forgive my absences here and there and I hope I can get to know you better.

Sorry this journal seems incredibly sporadic and without any clear thought process. I'm reflecting a bit as I write this and it was kind of an in the moment thing. I couldn't sleep well, been just laying in bed since about 3:30 in the morning. And after this is uploaded I'll be getting ready to go somewhere where the internet service literally has this site filtered out (like it throws some kind of error saying I'm not allowed to be on this site. I know, it's stupid.) but I do have my phone so I'll be able to check the site but it'll be slow going. Until next time!

P.S. I also spent a lot of the summer thinking of new ideas for stories so I'm kinda also spending time researching and planning for those, which will likely replace the Demon Wolf story in terms of priority, mostly because I still need to make preparations on that as well and I want that one in particular to be my biggest project on here. It's a weird juggle between that, trying to be social on social media, school, and personal life so the sporadicness will probably unfortunately continue, but I'll do my best not to make it a huge issue this time. Peace!
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DevinSoldier1987
5 years, 6 months ago
*hugs*
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